sometimes.. human nature is weird

'we tend to brag about the good things and delete the bad things.. others presume everything is good, while inside we are just sore'

there is really nothing bad going on these days just that my lack of $$ and my amounting school work..

i was just think about my past relationship... all i told my besties and the people around me were the good things.. deleting the bad... in the end.. i was unhappy.. maybe thats why we broke up.. maybe in the end its my fault.. it takes 2 hands to clap..

i know u are reading my blog. Sorry.

maybe i do learn from my mistakes.. now i tell darling as long as i'm unhappy or happy or whatever.. and he does the same too.. just that he gets grumpy like an old man before he gets angry at me.. haha... so cute

okie.. i've sent out that 1.26kg parcel.. SO BLOODY $$$ fly away... heart ache... sobs.. haha... but i guess its worth it.. spent so much time doing it..

my poor darling can't book out this weekend till sunday cause he has guard duty.. ON THE LAST WEEKEND OF HIS BMT.. stupid lor... what is the army up to man?? but anyway.. he has lin hao and tim with him.. poor guys..

zzz... i wanna slp now.. saw some cute birds and parrots here just now.. but i deleted the pics cause i can't see the birds... i need a good camera!!! that can work on vista!!

janice... i had a 'route march' just now too... 3km with my groceries in a backpack.. zzzz

Went to harbourtown center and city again today with lucky... bought many many things.. $$... fly away.. wah... DARLING I WAN $$$!!! hehe...Us on the bus... (i'm wearing darling' gift.. sweets... i was so scared i'll lose it) took so many buses today till i'm going crazy... stupid perth.. so big... but we had a nice cheap lunch in a jap eatery...I had chicken katsu.. not so nice.. a bit dry...and lucky had teriyaki fish... yummy.. i wanna eat this the next time too!!!

shopping today was good and bad.. Good cause I bought 1 formal top, 1 semi formal 3/4 pants, one sweet brown singlet, 1 set of lingerie and wen yan's pressie!!! bad because i spent $110.. fly away...its an Oroton purse.. its so classic.. LOVVVEEE IT... and this brand is one of aussie and new zealand's premier brands.. and it comes with a nice taggy as well.. shh... but it was on sale..

this is the box plus my card.. sending it over with darling's pressie.. all packed!!! tmr off it goes into the mailing circle!!

anyway... today we went so many places till my mood was a bit sour cause i was so tired.. jadded.. shag.. whatever... but we went to but stuff for thursday's steamboat.. hehe.. yummy.. and bought so many of lucky's creams and makeup and whatever...
and since cirque du soleil is here is perth... the put up some of their costumes.. so cool.. can't imagine real people wearing these leotards and spandex.. haha..

i'm so tired.. i just wanna bathe and sleep.. tmr there is marketing project meeting.. sobs...

just to end this post..

my little baby from my darling with a cute pink ribbon.. hehe...

janice.. so tired yet i'm still smiling...

hehe....

janice.. nothing more to say...

zzz.. slp

I RECEIVED MY DARLING'S PRESSIE!!! I WAS LIKE A BLOODY RETARD FROM THE OFFICE HOLDING THIS
and I happily RIPPED the brown paper off.. heh heh.. so excited... i attempted to start taking the wrapping off before reaching home.. but i decided to be patient and take a photo 1st... hehe...

This is the box.. with wen yan's handwriting (obviously its not darling's, cause he can never write that neat) ... haha.. so cute...

Guess whats inside..

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think again

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you sure????

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ITS A CUTE PUPPY AND A SK NECKLACE....

its so so so freaking cute.. and so sweet....
thanks baby... I LOOOVVEEE <3 it.... so sweet.... hehe.. i've nothing much to say cause i'm smiling like an idiot... i just finished preparing darling's pressie.. though its like one and a half months away... but since his 10 days break after POP is coming.. i rushed and finished it to send to kor kor to pass to darling.. thanks bro.. i'll hand carry your pressie back.. its so easy to buy stuff for fung kor.. haha... and thanks to wen yan too!!

just now david gave me a hand with the photos and showed me how to use photoshop.. and i saw his pics he took of the nature.. ITS SOOOO NICE... *salute

janice.. i haven slept in days.. zzz... shopping with lucky tmr!!

i just "borrowed'" this pic from darling's buddy- wenyan's friendster.. heh heh... all because my stupid darling.. YES STUPID (cause u called me bimbo) is lazy to send me pics...Lots of misses... STUDY TIME

janice.. i will be able to survive another 2 months plus!!

an email from my darling just now... hehe.. decided to post it up... its quite difficult being apart... but everything seems well.. very well.. can't be happier

hello darling,

u complain i so long nv send u email le right, haha so now i send u 1.. i wan to thank u again for the presents that u got for me.. THANKS SO MUCH.. no need to buy the magazine for me lah.. u crazy gal..

i think by mon or tue u will receive the present tat i sent to u le.. i really hope it will make u happy.. and i am sorry again that i sent the gift to u late ar..

u must take care of yourself k.. dun get anymore bruises le lah.. always like to knock your head n legs.. aiyo.. hahaha.. bimbo.. LOL..

Got to book in le.......

REMEMBER:
SMILE SMILE & more SMILE k..
i like u to be happy..

MISS U ..
HOCK

janice... I MISS U TOO!!! another 10 days to darling and marcus kor's POP day!!! cheers

was looking at emails.. and i kept this email from one lecturer in TP. He was my cross discip subject coordinator.. and he teaches damn well... even though the subject was called Problem Solving Techniques (sounds cheesy and boring).. it was one of the best subjects i've taken.. and i did the projects with Li Jun, Kelly, Pei Qing and Shoba..

Dr Roland was one of the most interesting lecturers i've had.. he is a member of mensa (if u guys dunno what it is.. knock ur head.. its for people with IQ of 160 and above)

This was e email we recieved after submitting our project and we baked some cookies for him.. a simple gesture...


Dear Beloved Students of T09/PST:

What a surprise to receive an excellent piece (literally a piece – a box) of work and a can/cup of home-made cookies! WOW! I only expected outstanding assignment, but… really caught me by surprise.

Anyway, I want thank all you girls for being such an inspiration to me – your diligence, attentiveness and level of participation in class simple show me one thing: That teaching is a worthwhile endeavour! For that, I thank you and the rest of the class for giving me new meaning here in TP. It’s interesting that several other PST students from ASc (applied science) also came to say Hi and Goodbye to me today.

I’ve been teaching ENG (engine) students long enough; they are nice students, very nice students, but of a different caliber. I am connected to them at a different level – different from the way I interacted with all of you.

I must say the cookies came in handy as I always look for snacks in between classes/work and I’m always lazy to buy them. Some of my colleagues had to buy them (including sweets) for me to ensure I have something to munch whenever I’m bored. Looks like the cookies – taste fantastic (Kelly, did you bake them? You sure are good with food…) – will leave me a lasting impression deep down in my tummy as well as up my memory lane.

Lastly, I’m sure we’ll bump into each other somewhere, somewhat, sometime… The last time I had students from other schools showing nice gestures to me was… some years ago as I’ve been deprived of teaching students outside ENG all this while.

Do well in the exams, OK?

Life is beautiful. Live it!

My best and sincere regards,
Roland Yeo

i have focused out other people.. not so nice to cut them off their victory photo rite?

Now i miss TP.. very much... i'm sure i'll go back to look for him soon... hope he is still teaching..

janice... sometimes a simple gesture can make alot of difference.. bring a smile to someone's face.. wipe away the tears...

Too many things happened yest:

"sometimes i know i think TOO much... way too much... i know that so well... but yet my little mind still keeps wondering... to places that i don need to go...

The Past just keeps haunting me... sometimes i just wanna ignore.. but i doubt its possible..

sometimes i wonder is i'm really important to the people around me... they seem important enough for me to prepare in advance to do stuff in advance and my main aim is a happy smiley face.. i like to be be happy in a happy environment...

i know that sometimes no one is as FREE as me... in my perspective.. its not time.. its making time out.. this makes me depressed even more...

have u ever wondered if you were important?? maybe i'm just weird... "


on the other hand..
lets talk abt something nicer..

i talked to my both kors last night... Marcus kor.. 3 hours online and 5 mins on the phone.. it was nice sharing 'cute' secrets.. haha.. maybe i'm one of the people that knows kor quite well.. (i tend to pay attention to understand people.. this annoys me when people don't pay attention to me.. my psyco self..)

and then video call with fung kor... wahaha... i talked to God ma and god bro... haha... his bro is damn funny... quite cute LOR... (he was waving a paper in the air in the back written: 'HE IS FAT'.. haha..)

sometimes simple things make me laugh and giggle like a moron.. but a simple thought can put me into despair... i need to stop thinking

Yest i went shopping with cheryl.. its now SPRING and WINTER transition... the flowers are all OUT... (hay fever.... sianed)


see beautiful flowers?? aww... in shades of baby violet... bright yellow... a tinge of white and some bright reds at the far corner... (which my lousy phone can't take)

we also saw signs that only we (singaporeans) could understand...

L J (hokkien stands for???)... HOOKER!!???

haha.. ops..

janice... i just talked to darling.. sweets...

yesterday i went to freo with sean, su-ann and will.. i forgot to take a pic with su-ann!!! next time... anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!!

he drove us in his car to freo (fremantle) to eat yummy fish and chips!!
in his honda integra with a sun roof.. nice hor???
and this is where we sat to eat.. so nice.. sit beside the sea to eat... TONS OF SEAGULLS... haha.. and when will accidentally dropped one chip... THEY SWOOPED IT UP IN 1 sec.. i swear!!
this is Kaili's (pronounced as Kay Lis not in a cheena way as will puts it) fish and chips!!
after u order... they'll give u a pager sort of thing... so u can wait at ur seat till it beeps... this is wilford fiddling with the beeper.. haha... (i feel it look like some kind of electric shocker.. if u know what i mean...)
FISH AND CHIPS... family meal!!and chili mussels.. wahhhh

overall.. per person $9.50

afterthat we drove around.. i wanted to buy my moscato... so we went to a bottle shop... I FOUND IT.. so excited.. i bought 2 bottles.. but we (cheryl will and i) finished one bottle at will's place.. hee...

sean dropped us off and went to the airport to pick his gf...

Janice... i'm hungry again.. an insight to my not so boring life

ITS STUDY BREAK!!!

i love my besties.... i just recieved pics from them in the mail... its so sweet.. its really a surprise seeing janelle's handwriting on a letter.. aww... i love u all and just some random photos... that i've yet to post up..traditional austrain pancakes with ice cream... that conny made for me!! jealous?? and a box of chocs that my flatmate shalini brought back to sell for the vet's half way day... i bought a box from her!!
janice... i miss my baby.. who is booking out today!!