the sky is blue

i'm back again.. school has been so busy that i don have time even to sleep.. haiz.. so much group work and laboratory stuff to do.. well it has been fun though.. i have been working very hard in school and it seems to be paying off... I'm getting better grades and i can answer my lecturer's questions most of the time.. but this is just the beginning and there is more to come soon... i have learnt how to draw blood and we practiced it on each other.. whoo.. 0.5ml of blood never seemed ending.... haha.. we are unoffical phlebotomist... hahah....

well my parents have met dear.. haha.. they approve of him.. how lucky.. how i wish his parents are just as nice as mine... but i haven meet them yet though.. haha.. oh well.... it will have to come soon... i'll just be prepared... my dear and i and my parents watched harry potter together.. so cool man.. hhah.. but he was tired half of the time though... oh yes... i just learnt how to play pool... haha.. dear taught me.. so paisei.. i'll only play with him or grace and meli.. i don wanna throw my face on the floor man....

about band... i haven been there in the weekdays.. so i've kinda ben missing out with alot of things and i've settled the lanyards... they look quite nice and i've been quite satisfied with the stuff i've been doing...well.. i dunno what will become of the band in the future.. but i've been really having a headache with the alumni... haiz... well.. i cant fail again.. well just have to try harder...

Janice.. hoping luck shines

school

whoo... school has started with a freaking bang la... hiaz... i've been so stressed lately.. keep having nightmares and stuff.. i haven been sleeping very well.. school work has been piling up this week and there are so many projects, reports and PBL( problem based learning) to do... haiz... i can't even do my band stuff under all these stress.... haiz.... make myself feel so useless.....

oh yes... about my dear.. haha.. he is back... and he is back in school too... so happy.... life seems better now... i haven been going to band lately.. too much school stuff..

oh well... need to get back to school work now....

Janice.... BYE....

Pent up

arrgh... i really wanna scream out loud.. all the pent up sadness is driving me mad.... so mentally tired... so draining when whatevr u do is not sucessful... school is starting too.... dear is still not back yet.. he told me he'll be back on saturday... but its over... haiz... i really hate waiting... for people.. for things to happen... so tired... cant stop the tears at the moment... haiz... so tired... i don wanna blog for now... not in the mood to type......

Janice leaves in tears

mental problem

well life has been quite sad lately... yes... SAD!!!!! haiz... i'm been burying myself with band stuff to do... its been enjoyable to have so many things to do.. learn alot on the way there.. but very tiring la.... hiaz... my life has been sad....

Reasons why Janice is sad:

1. SICK... sianz... i hate being sick... and down...
2. Dear is overseas... i miss dear man... haiz....
3. Dear is not telling me stuff.. he just keeps everything inside him... haiz... and its making me have a mental problem... i just get irritated so easily... haiz... even i get pissed off by myself.....

Janice says enough... not in the mood to blog... haiz