when life closes a door

Its been some time again... welll.. there have been some changes to the alumni.. well the alumni is the TITANS alumni now.. that means the Ping Yi people will come in.. i really hope that this will go well.. i've not been a very good President.. haiz.. sometimes i really feel that i'm so useless... Kenrick has to think of everything... haiz... well i guess in some ways i will never be as good as him.. but as long i know i'm doing my best.. to my limits.. then i feel better... I'm in the school com lab now... so many stuff on my mind... The alumni with piority... it was a flop the other time.. i can't fail again... well.. i hope i can cope.. i really wanna do well in my studies and in the alumni... i can't let myself down anymore... i'm really kinda stress lately... the band didn't do very well in the NDP final rehearsal.. it was kinda bad... sometimes we are really tied.. the sec 1s are really pampered.. but we really can't blame them... well... then who shall we blame??? well.. thats not up to us to decide...

When life turns closes a door on you... it will open another window for you....

Janice still striving on....

Dumb?? or Dumber

haha.. just got back some of my term test papers... haha.. did not so 'goodly'.. i sux at this man.. i just did an EQ and IQ test.. i did badly for IQ.. only scored 90.. haha... but i did better for EQ.. scored 106... (average pple score 85 - 115). haha... oh well.... erm just a little update, i scored well for Biochem ( 30.5/ 50)... however.. i was dissapointed with my Plant Cell Tech results... just passed only ( 22.5/40)... so sad.. i tot i would do well for the paper.. however.. life plays you... oh well.. and Molecular Genetics (26.5/50) was bad too.. i think my teacher was dissapointed too... i feel so dissapointed in myself.. hiaz...

well... dear and i have been having some conflicts too... i feel that i've been very difficult.. but sometimes he just forgets about some stuff.. and that makes me sad... well.. i really dunno.. but i know that i've been very happy.. just hope it will continue...

as for band.. they did badly for the NDP 1st preview... i'm really worried for them... cause the juniors will freak out when they see those screaming crowds.. haiz.. the seniors must be more supportive... well.. i'll try my best.. i must..

Janice.. blogging in the school com lab..

who will do it??

Wow.. its been so long since i blogged.. i've been very very busy.. haha.. rushing all the projects and term test just ended not so long ago.. sianz.. i'm going to fail 1 subject... oh welll. as for alumni... i'm seriously thinking to step down from the president's seat... i'm really very lost.. i'm thinking of really changing the alumni committee... haiz.. i'm not being bias or what... but seriously i have observed that the JC people are very irresponsible.. they only care for themselves or shall i say self centered.. haiz.. i really dunno what to say about them... they poly students are just as busy as them... but why do we have the time to do so many stuff for the band an alumni?? after much thinking i realized it was passion... well i can't force them to come.. hence i have decided to change the whole alumni committee and add in the sec 4s.. however.. not all of them are enthu.. so i will have to sieve.. haha... i'm just going to die when kenrick leaves for NS.. i dunno what to do when the alumni is just so freaking weak... arrgh!!!! i must do something... but my hands are tied too.. well... its been a tough journey being an invisible president.. no one really respects me as president.. well... i am really not suited to be in this position.. i really need a support.. i'm tired... haiz... i really don't know how long i can take this 'humiliation'... but the only way now is to hold on till after NDP...

Well... dear has been really supportive of what i'm doing.. but he likes remind me that i'm the president.. i should'nt be doing all the ground work.. but then i think to myself.. then who will do it??? >>>>>>>>>>>>

: )

Life is so tiring now man... term test is driving me crazy... i have been sleeping so late and waking up at 5 am in the morning... dear has been very hard working... haha... what a good piggy.. haha... it was Gong's birthday yesterday ( according to the lunar calendar).... i dreamt of him for the first time last time.. he was telling me he was very happy and we were very happy talking... my parents and aunts when to visit him at the crematorium... i guess he is really very happy where ever he is... I'm happy too...

Jan say's goodbye... gotta study Plant Cell Tech.. Bleh

jan says...

This is jan here... term test is coming and i cant seem to get my engine started to study.. the weather is so so so hot... arrgh... OMG.... oh well.. i'm just so tired of so many stuff... school is just so tiring.. Ms rozi has left the school.. so sad... sob.. hiax.... erm.... just to mention i'm not unhappy now.. but still a little.. haha...

umm

Janice has been very lonely............
Everthing has not been going her way..........
She is Sad..................
What shall I do???

Lets see What happened.........

1. Her grandpa passed away
2. Her 3rd month anniversary was sad
3. She went home alone
4. Her dear's toe is injured
5. She lost her Creative Zen's USB
6. Her maid has left
7. She is all alone at home
8. Her Term test is coming
9. She can't seem to study
10. School Project work is killing her
11. Alumni is not going any better
12. She can't go for band prac at the Padang
13. School work is crazy
14. She is tired
15. She is acting happy..... when she is sad

Well... i think thats all.........