well.. after Ping Yi's ROD...



the alumni has something concluded..



WE ARE GETTING DAMN OLD...



even within us there is an age gap.. those that are in army or have people around us in army talk about army things.. have army jokes and university... the younger people talk about poly and o and a levels..



its really quite difficult to remember everyone's age.. and current student status.. and the most popular question posted to me??



"janice!! how is studying in perth??"... WOW... how expected.... and farzana and me... i think everyone should give farzana a pat on the back.. she is really very capable and string after so much is happening...



farzana u are NOT alone k?? we'll always be a call away if u need us...

and the man that i've known for all my life.. BEN!! navy makes u slim... poor ben.. hell week begins next week...
and the gals from Ping Yi...
the old people.. that sit down and talk... chit chat.. haha...
and me in my new dress... after that i came home.. changed and went out with hubby and met all his gang... i guess i was in a laughing mood...

oh well.. i'm going out with hubby later!!!

janice... 2007 is almost over!!

pics from my distant cousin's wedding that was ages AGO.... cause i've simply been too busy with so many things... sister and i... using my lousy camera... that has NO anti shake... hai...
sister and mummy!!!
and this super cute boy... and my aunt... damn cute.. how i wish my son will be this handsome..
and.. me... haha...

on the 27th.. i went with michelle to Isetan's private sale... and i woke up at 630.. lined up at 720.. by the time it was 830am.. the queue went all round the building!!!
the queue.................

michelle n i... cam whoring!!!and a pair of shoes tt i saw at nine west... but it costs $170.... wah lao!!! nv buy....

janice... going to py ROD...

arrgh!!!!!!!!!


i hate this...........


i hate being poor....................


i dread using hubby's money to buy his present..................


fuck!!!!


hai......


damn sian now...


i was almost touching that $150 bucks that the band has been owed me for 2 yrs.....


i hate this...


i had the most beautiful christmas eve.. thanks baby..


more updates when i'm not so pissed...


janice... money ruin all relationships..

i'm finally done with the busy-ness to actually sit down and blog..

so much things.. yet i've forgotten half of them.. and lazy to type the other quarter.. hence.. here i am blogging my one quarter of whatever since i last left this.

kor's OCS dinner for seira wing (or however u spell it).. was on the 19th..

1. it was OUTDOORS (damn hot la..)



2. it costs $45 per head (damn waste money la)



3. the food was JIALAT+++ i think janice can cook better



4. the entertainment was boring (except the videos of each plattoon)



5. i was too sian to talk to anyone besides marcus. but i met jed and paul.. sad enough. the people tt i knew better (such as meli, keith and jenn were all at Tango wing.. which was at the air con cadet mess..)



6. KNN.. it rained like shit.. and there went my $63 new shoes.. and my curled hair.. damn waste my time lor...



7. it was proven tt janice is not such an army bimbo afterall..



8. and.. i met someone from PY band.. my batch.. i terribly can't rem the name.. (ask ben soon).. and i saw darling's sispec buddy bao sheng..

and i saw many many many... very familar faces tt ring a bell.. but i can't rem where i've actually met them.. and many many very chio people.. drrooolllzzz... Marcus and i... i forgot to bring my camera la.. so no pictures.. and i'm so ugly there lor.. i felt damn sad for bro... he should have brought his cousin...
the lake view... which faces the singapore discovery center...
looks like a canteen right?? haha... $45 per head???
our very 'nice' door gifts.. which i kindly donated to kor.and... a very very bored me.. and it was really quite fake tt all the guys had to act gentlemen-ly (open doors and pull chairs).. haha..

and.. after that. i went to marcus's house to shower first.. and kor was damn nice during the ride back.. cause it was cold.. he took off this shirt for me la.. and we ate chocolate in the cab.. the guy's door gift.. haha.. i hope kor finds a gf soon... i met hubby and paul.. went to double o and o bar... the queue was damn long... and we got in at 1 plus am... went to double o first.. and it was damn damn crowded.. then o bar.. i like it there.. we met clarie.. haha..

and i was high.. and tipsy... at 3am...

and we went home.. i slept on hubby's lap on my hall for like half an hour.. till he finally persuaded me to go up and sleep.. and he went home..

10am was dim sum with the gang..

zzz monster was still with me...

janice.. painting the house tmr.. TL= true love? i beg to differ.. stop dreaming u upseting woman..

i always remember saying

what i don't know will never hurt me

i want to be happy

yet i know i'm too sensitive

i can't keep holding the tears.

i can't understand.

love your T.L?

please tell me there is nothing.

because i'm beginning to doubt my ability

doubt everything i have. everything i've given.

i still trust u.

pics from last week.. hubby just burnt it into a cd.. WITH MY POWDERFINGER SONGS!!

whee..

forgo the postresults blues..

i love hubby's sister's new camera.. it makes my old camera look 'cha chat'..

my short legs... i love black jeans... hubby has skinner legs.. arrgh!!
the beautiful display at heeren..
my fav pic of da day!!! cause i'm a stinkin' liar..

i said: lets do a stupid face..
hubby: ok..
me: 1.. 2.. 3... *smile..
hubby: *sees pic- U BLOODY CHEATER..
me: wahhaha.. ops.. *sniggers..

smiles... its great time.. i can't agree more... sometimes.. when we have such wonderful memories. its so hard to put them and leave.. another 2 months left.. (i.m such a pessimist)
when we were still sort of sober.. and the day was bright..when dusk falls.. hubby is red and sleepy.. i have the energy of a 10 yr old.. i helps that i look young too!!

but..

BUT... a few weeks ago:

my band junior asked farzana: who is she(me) she looks older than u. (yeah i'm 2 yrs older.. but.. wah lao.. i'm old)

ben: nah.. u just look your age..

me: NOOO... janice cannot.. CANNOT look my age... thats WRONG... (fine.. i'm in denial.. WTF)but.. i always look young with u.. i think i'm still a better kisser than u.. *no fight!!
see.. look how beautiful this pic is?? i have to peck u and take a pic.. (i sucha beautiful kisser..)

anyways.. i'm going with marcus kor this wed.. (sorry hubby.. i felt the slight distaste in ur voice)

kor was damn sweet.. i swear..

kor: u still free to be my date on wed? my cousin can't go with me.
me: WHAT?? u damn jialat leh.. ok.. i'll go with u..

kor: eh if u not free then its ok.

me: no la.. i kept the day free cause i'm the backup plan ma.

kor: don misunderstand k?? u are not the backup plan! i asked u first last month but i was not sure when u'll be back and the date for the social night. U are NOT the backup plan.

the decisions i make in life..

janice (miss busy).. more pics from this weekend's wedding dinner.. soon.. lucius betsy n michelle are coming over for dinner tonight!

my bloody results are out!!

hai.. only 1 distinction..

commercial law- 73- distiction.

marketing- 68 credit (2 more marks!! ARRGH!!!!!)

accounting- 63 credit (damn... the stupid cash flow budget!!)

bioprocessing- 56 pass (thank GOD i passed this.. i don wanna see ralph ANYMORE!!)

janice.. haiz... i had a lovely weekend... really.. more updates soon.. when my sister is done with my lappy..

i kinda dread my life now..



haiyah.. so busy.. but poor.. not fufilling.. (just got screamed by sister again.. why are people so agro nowadays.. )



fine.. being scolded all day is not funny k?



hai..



anway.. i just went out with janelle to parkway.. settled some matters.. bought a new top from Fox..and she came over for dinner.. supposed to go over to her place to see her baby niece.. but i guess today i've suddenly lost my mood for anything.. michelle called and asked me to go watch Alvin with them.. but prior obligations.. and sister went instead.. and yes.. I'M FAT LA.. HAI..



bad things just keep coming...


and i can't make it for fung kor's POP tmr.. and not going for marcus kor's social night next week either.. cause his cousin is going with him.. ( i heave a sigh or relief... difficult to live up to the standards of others)


oh well..


i was not really damn keen to go.. just quite excited to see what safti looks like.. kor says he'll ask my company the next time.. (that is if i'm in sg ba.. i'm sulking cause i feel unwanted now)


why raise u up into the sky when the next moment u are going to fall lower than where u first started?


and fung kor just sternly warned me about my language on my blog.. darling too.. and janelle too..


hai...


janice.. pit bottom mood.. fat.vulguar.rude.unwanted... what better way to describe me..

my life... chaos..

so many tentative plans...

janice seriously dislikes tentative plans... cause none of them are concrete.. (fine i'm just repeating what i just said... arrgh..!!)

hai.. i'm such an anal person... i know that!!!

oh well.. hubby and i have planned out saturday's plans.. yay!!

heh heh... its a big celebration...

okie.. till then... fung kor's POP and marcus kor's social night is still pending due to different factors added up..

i shall return to read John Irving's The World according to Garp.. and more situps later..

janice. the rain makes me pee.. just kidding.

i love weekends..

its the only time i spend with hubby..

its kinda weird that i've only been home for slightly more than a week.. yet it seems so long..

more pics soon.. cause we used hubby's sister's new camera.. and the pics are with him.. i only stole some from his friendster..

we went tons of places. incidentally.. reliving our first date.. haha..

met at bedok.. went to cine by bus... we definitely have good times...

and bad times... but we learn to give way (not to buses.. but for our relationship).. happy 6 months hubby...

then we ate subway.. i love subway to the core man... it makes me drool... and hubby was telling me and boasting that albert works in the other outlet where they have a subway that can't be closed... and i say.. u have a big mouth!!

and we bought our tickets and went to heeren HMV.. i found my powderfinger album.. KNN.. it was $58... so ex lar!! so hubby found my song and dl for me!! how sweet!! (i get other people to commit crimes for me.. i'm so evil..).. and they were having some sushi eating competition.. i bet if jules were there she would have won.. but we just cam whored..

hubby and me!!
and our PDA ( public display of affection).. ops.. haha

then we watched Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium.. (not too bad!!).. but the ending was really NOT nice.. a bit for kids though.. i should have heeded hubby's advice and watched the Kingdom instead.

hock: eh.. lets watch the heartbreak kid.
me: huh? *blink blink
hock: oh... ITS R21!! sorry.. u can't watch...
me: arrgh *stares..

after movie went clarke quay... sat along the river and talked and ate seaweed.. and laughed at each other having seaweed bits all over our lips.. i love my brown curled hair!! (i didn't dye it!!.. its the sun.. i'm half a Caucasian)
come evening.. we dined at Cafe Iguana.. and ate till we were damn full la!! and drank till i was high.. i love being high.. i giggle..

hock: first time i hear u laugh and say that u are fat.

me: *giggles.. ya!

supposed to go MOS.. but put off by the terribly looonnggg queue at 930pm.. i thought we were early.. NAH... so we walked around.. wanted to go candy bar.. but hubby didn't like the open concept.. the arena was so empty... so we sat down and talked again.. i love talking to u.. and i spotted with my tiny sharp eyes.. lisa and victor who were going to join the MOS queue..

and then hubby had this terrible pain in his stomach .. it worried me like shit cause he paled and started getting clammy and cold.. quickly got a cab and went home..he slept like a baby in my arms with my jacket.. i'm so glad he is alright now..

janice.. more pics soon!

and i've been swarmed with army people this week. There is Fung Kor's POP.. and maybe if Marcus Kor can't get his cousin to go with him for his social night for OCS i'll go with him.. darn. janice is a backup plan. haha..

this idiot fella just added me online; and after like 3 days of cancelling his request i decided to add him and find out who he was... and there was this DNA pic as his display pic...

labi: hi
labi: baby
me: who are you?? (must be some annoying idiot!)
labi: i'm jony and u are baby..
me: fuck i dunno u.
me: bye!

*delete and block contact.

OMG... what is this world coming to??

janice.. the baby... arrgh!!

darn... this is THE FUCKING END OF PROCRASTINATION!!!!!!!!

i met my dear meli today... and went for her MLM (multi level marketing) and i went to do a inbody check up...

those things where u stand on a machine and hold out ur arms to measure ur fats and muscle??

CB.. janice is scientifically proven to be OBESE!!!! KNNNNNN....

sobs.... everyone pls motivate me to be healthy...

i need exercise...

FUCK..

i've been lying to myself all these years..

i'm going to stop dieting and start exercising..

the normal fat percent is 23%.. CB i'm like 33%... FUCK!!!!

wahhhhh...

i'm roasted.. imagine myself dying of heart related problems... poor blood circulation... OMG!!!anyway.. this was meli.. in the jacket i bought for her.. nice right??

janice.. the fat.. obese.. pig..

meetup with michelle (mitch - elle) and chai (chai BIN).. was good!!!

we ate... and went shopping.. i swear it was impromptu.. but miss chai bin. still lived up to her name of super shopper.. swooping 2 pairs of shoes.. and 1 for me.. but poor michelle.. (the one who needs heels) bought none... more luck next time...

i think i'm chai's buying star.. every time i go shopping with her.. she always see preeeettttyyy things.. whahaha...

now for our foodie...
prawn paste chicken... damn nice can...
and tofu... we also had vege and bitter gourd with fish... haha... and nice chrysanthemum tea..
then we headed over th junction 8 for sweet stuff.. (CB LA... get damn fatty lor) we ordered orh nee (yam paste with pumpkin and ginkgo nut).. water chestnut jelly (thinking of jules' face at the sight of green bean soup jelly!! *sniggers) .. and barley with ginkgo nut... chai regretted getting her yumi yogurt...

chai: this pales in comparison with the desserts... *sulk...

and another eating session at chomp chomp on fri (tmr).. red star dim sum on sunday... dinner party on 21st... fuck... i need to jog... OMG!!!

janice... off to meet my beloved meli...

being home= weird


its a funny feeling...

i expected being home to be much better

1. i have not much control of my own life
   
2. i hate the weather that makes my skin breakout


3. i hate my family saying that my taste in men is weird


4. i hate my sister poking my breast


5. i hate being all alone at home


6. i hate having impatient singaporeans


7. i hate people that stare at me!

but..

1. i love spending time with hubby

2. i love spending time with family


3. i love spending time with my besties


4. i love sleeping


5. i love going for band

this is so cliche... eeks

anyway pics from my meetup!!! without meli who is in frankfurt... lets begin with FOOOD!!!!we had.. char kueh tiao.. fried egg and oyster.. fried carrot cake.. dumpling soup.. ba chok mee.. we were supposed to eat at bedok interchange... but i guess the comfort of home is much better!! whee...and dessert: chendol and ice kachang...

if i don get fat that means something is wrong with me.. argh...

janelle: eh.. u wanna eat the whole singapore in one night?? crazy lor...

me: yah!!!

grace: u were only not here for 4 months.. not as if very long....

janelle and gracie!!!

and next was christmas pressie time... janelle and her clutch full of goodies.. chocs.. mags... earrings.. sweets... ALL SMILES
and the cow cheese bag i decided to give her.. and terrible her who kept the biggest secret from us!! u bitch.. wahhaha

no pics of gracie cause she was busy gossiping with jeff.. bloody bitch.. haha...
and MUMMY kepy moonkcake for me!!!! freezed them!!!! whee... no snowskin though..

janice... has a big mouth.... meeting michelle. wilford and chai for another round of eating.. die la...

This is seriously a LOOONNGGG POST...

i've finally had time to sit down and blog... it was great going back for band.. looking at them do formations..

i missed hugging farzana and ben... (my new fit ben. all trained from navy!!) the others looked at me and thought i was going to eat them when i reached out for a hug... so a weird unfamiliar handshake played the role.. as ben puts it, Singaporeans are a bunch of people who don't hang their emotions on their sleeves.


It was nice surprising everyone and myself to the weird position i put myself in. I felt i was neither here nor there. but at least i decided that i will no longer scream at them. no longer tell them what to do. I've not been there for too long, its unfair. i will do the underground work.. help with the uniform and to me.. it doesn't matter who gets the credit.. I've had enough. Australia has made me see much more than garnering credit.


i miss Australia.. for making me a different person. looking at things differently. i miss my messy table while studying...
i miss conny and her smoking at the balcony...
This was conny's cooking for our flat dinner: Rice dumplings with beef stew
MY FAVOURITE: Kaiserschmarrn...
i miss the pink skies.... during dusk...
i miss my toilet... that looks super dodgy...
i miss laughing at chai. CHAI COOKING!!!! OMELETTE= CHINESE SCRAMBLED EGGS. (its ok chai.. at least u tried)
my flight home.. with uncle sean... hahha... THANKS LUCIUS:
for sending me to the airport... after 2 hrs of sleep playing mahjong!!!!

AND FINALLY I GET TO SEE MY HUBBY!!!!

hubby's NS uniform...
i missed you...
heeeee..........
finally i can smile... bleh....

sometimes.. i don't understand my parents... to them i'm like a 15 yr old.. i'm like a playgirl to them cause i change bfs... hai... how will i ever convince them??

janice.. off to meet janelle and gracie!!!