i love my besties.... i just recieved pics from them in the mail... its so sweet.. its really a surprise seeing janelle's handwriting on a letter.. aww... i love u all and just some random photos... that i've yet to post up..traditional austrain pancakes with ice cream... that conny made for me!! jealous?? and a box of chocs that my flatmate shalini brought back to sell for the vet's half way day... i bought a box from her!!
janice... i miss my baby.. who is booking out today!!

i just got the grp pics from conny.. whee... cheryl and i with my sheep.. haha...
conny and I... hee..
lucky and sharon!!
everyone... my hair is so messy... bahh

janice.. smiles...

i just recieved deborah's email..
THAT BLOODY GAL IS GOING BACK TO SPORE FOR 1 WEEK!!!

i also wanna go home.. i miss family and darling and friends and band (i can't type everyone out.. the list is never exhausting).. sobs....

she is at University of New South Wales. and her break is 1 week after mine.. so i shall pray that i can meet her and ask her to bring darling's bd pressie back for me... aww.. hopefully...

*pray pray..

i really miss home... some part of me will always be home..

anyway.. talking about home.. Conny says she might go to singapore next year.. when i'm back for hoilday.. i'm so going to bring her to clarke quay and orchard and bugis.. wahha... who cares about sentosa man?? its expensive and BORING.. unless the beaches... (man made...) after i have been to beaches here.. singapore's beaches are nothing... haha.. maybe when i start working i'll go to austria... or when i strike lottery...

darling says he is saving up to come here for abt 3 to 5 days next winter.. i'm so looking forward..

janice... busy busy... i'm looking forward to the best parts of my life...

okie.. i've finally got time to edit the pics and upload them.. i just braved the 10 degrees in slippers and capris (3/4 pants).. my feet are bloody NUMB... last night was just great.. though not much alcohol or no clubbing.. it was a nice simple dinner.. isn't that what birthdays were meant to be?? spending quality time.. wahaha...

dinner at the vietnamese rest was great.. Song Tam.. great... lucky recommended great food.. YUMMY!!!
from top left zig zag down: sweet and sour pork.. steamboat (we didn't get to cook it ourselves cause the aussie's can't cook.. so they just cooked it for us.. ahaa).. honey and black pepper beef... curried beef... chicken and stir fry veg.. RICE... stuffed bread.. BROWN BROTHERS MOSCATO is DAMN nice... if u like light and sweet whites.. THIS IS FOR YOU!!!
the ambience was nice too.. from the pics u can see conny.. and cheryl performing her water pouring stunt.. hahah.. and the rest.'s decor..
pics at home... hee.. smiles..
my chocs from cheryl that i shared with everyone... the words in the middle are HAPPY BIRHDAY in jap and on the right is my name in JAP... chio?? and conny's pressie for me.. ITS A SHEEP.. bahhh.. ahaha..

well.. this year was low profile.. but it was nice.. i enjoyed it very much.. and sharon came along too!! i'll take more pics from conny before she leaves for her coastal trip with all the exchange students tmr..

ending my birthday post with a simple random pic.. a drink that david was drinking.. NUDIE.. ahaha..

janice... happy belated birthday to me.. i wan another moscato!!

this year's birthday was a unique one..


its spent without all my close friends and family near by..


but still.. YOU PEOPLE DIDN'T FORGET MY BD!!! awww..


1945 ever loving parents called.. its kinda funny cause every year daddy seems to forget how old or when my birthday is.. aha
2105 Huifang sista emailed.. thanks for the card
2110 Talked to darling for 1 hr with his buddy jeffery, Lin Hao and Tim wishing me happy BD!! heez
0000 Fung Kor.. on the dot on my blog
0016 Janelle mama smsed a sweet sms.. hugz
0030 cheryl and lucky wished me!!!
0033 Dean emailed.. thanks for not forgeting
0251 darling texted a lovely sms
0411 azzah emailed.. pls take care k??
0601 darling sent another sms.. my furry monster.. ahha
1030 david wished me happy birthday full of sarcasm
1140 Jai wished me happy birthday
1240 Conny wished me happy birthday!! with a nice big hug
1454 Benedict emailed a sweet and simple email... hees
1630 Jac wished me happy birthday along my way back
1749 Jenn on my tag board..
1750 Fung Kor used Dr Lim's phone to call.. talked to my Liza.. Dr Lim and Kor.. so sweet!!
1901 Hui Fang sista on my blog

I just came back from dinner.. pics tmr or maybe later.. i'm SUPER tired.. and tipsy.. haha..

thanks to all my dears that remembered my 20th bd.. its so different from the past years.. no expectations.. make me feel so much better.. last year's celebration was just crap.. arrgh.. don wana think abt it anymore..

okie.. sleep time... i've gotta email kor my hp no.. ahaha..

janice.. may my darling be safe having night firing...

I SAW A BLOODY NICE RAINBOW(S) TODAY!!!
as u can see.. there are 2 rainbows.. wahh.. chio... we can never get these big rainbows in singapore cause there are BIG BIG buildings...
nice hor??? haha... lame shit...

i going to study now.. haha.. love my darling and mummy and daddy...

janice... mummy and daddy called!! and huifang sista sent an email.. all for my bd.. so sweet!!

PS: and jenn's blog has a damn funny pic of darling.. i nearly laughed my head off.. ahahha

no pictures today. simple post.

i'm in a great mood (notice tt i didn't use good)

anyway.. i'm scanning my com now with a program that cheryl gave me.. its called ad aware... and i cooked sesame oil chicken today.. and its nice.. so happy with myself.. maybe cause my bills with darling reached a new height.. haha..

we talked in the morning (when he was on the way back to hougang).. in the afternoon (online)... in the late aternoon (at tampines).. and in the evening (before he booked in).. maybe we'll talk for a while later b4 he sleeps.. i'm so happy..

thanks darling for my belated pressie.. i know that u are busy... and thanks wen yan for posting it for u... sorry about yesterday... it was madness for me too!!

muack

i'm tired.. going to bathe and wait for my lucky to come back from work... theres so much i wanna talk with her abt..

janice.. i love the people around me!!! also the people that love me...

back from perth city today.. i'm so tired... and quite annoyed at my stupid bloody (literally) mood... arrgh... anyway.. lets have some nice zen stuff that would make me a better person!!this is perth city.. i love the older buildings... they have character... i love brick walls and colonial styled buildings... don really favor new glass and metal buildings... BORING.... (maybe because singapore is full of them)Life here is really like a walk in the park.. so nice in the morning.... now to my YUMMY DIM SUM!!! wahhhh shiok...From top left clockwise: coconut and mango pudding(too sweet for me.. bahh).. my tao huay.. (so smooth)... dim sums (i was too busy eating you see) and pineapple buns...My acomplishment of the day: I GOT A PIC OF WILFORD.. haha... and this is "uncle beng" sean.. ahaha... drinking bubble tea... haha...
mr mystery again...anyway.. this is perth's "diagon alley" .. boring lane.. just pretty... the one in harry's world is much better (shit.. i just reminded myself that harry's world is a closed chapter.. SHIT)
and we saw these shisha pipes.. so cool... corrected by sean ITS FOR SMOKING WEED..
and this is me today.. hahaha...
and sean with a GIANT tennis ball!!
on the train home... hyundai galore.... steal one for my darling.. hhaathe beautiful sea.. beach.. i will visit u when its not so cold..2 parots i saw on the way back to student village!! grey and pink!

i had so much fun and filled my tummy well today!!! so tired..

janice.. i miss you too much..

i'm bleeding..

i feel like ripping myself inside out
i'm so pissed with every single thing
esp myself
i hate myself

for being stupid annoying and esteemless again

FUCK

i need to hold on for my lonely birthday..
i keep telling myself its just another day..
another simple mundane day..
i will pull through

maybe i expect too much of eveyone
just as much as i expect of myself
in the end i just get twice as disappointed
i never learn from my mistakes

i need to stop being a perfectionist

i need to run away from my fairy tale
and fall flat onto reality
and crawl up without a tear

janice.. i hate hormone influctions, blood and tears
i need a vaccine... that (who) is thousands of miles away

this is for jenn.. ahahha

my ang moh lecturer.. borrowed the pic from the murdoch webby...

this is Dr Ralf... anyway.. if u are guessing he is around 3o plus.. U ARE ABSOLUTELY WRONG!!!

just some fast facts about my comical Bioprocess Tech Doctor. he is 50 yrs old now... (before u start lementing... sian... why does he still look so young??)

cause.. he teaches SALSA... yes.. the latin dance.. and he does ski-ing... and his daughters are as old as me!!! wahhh... so cool.. i also want a dad like that in my next life...

okie.. back to work..

janice.. a post for jenn.. happy??

i've been so busy and sick that i haven had time to blog...

SAD!!!!i've been forced to down this herbal infusion that is SUPER BITTER by lucky... blehhhh

i'm more sick now than the past few days.. cause of the bloody rain there... i hate it.. its dodgy.. it sucks... it comes and goes and it annoys me.. anyway.. i was caught in the rain.. hence i am more sick now.. assignments are piling up.. but i've managed to finish them before submission time... yay!! hopefully i've lost weight by being sick... all my pants are starting to drop again.. sianed

on a happier food note(s): conny is cooking austrian food for dinner tonight!!! whoo... so happy.. maybe it will make me feel much better!!

and on sat i'm gong with will.. sean and jai (my indian malaysian friend) TO EAT DIM SUM!! hopefully sean would have bought his car by then... pls pls pls

and next tues is my birthday.. so i'm going with my flat mates to this vietnamese rest that lucky works at to have dinner...

I WANNA GET WELL NOW!!!
i miss my darling so much... be safe in army..

janice... its been a month here now!!!

SAVAGE GARDEN- I KNEW I LOVED YOU

Maybe its intuition
But some things you just dont question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think Ive found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

Theres just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
Im searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

janice... for my darling... i'm off to bed... smiles..

i just this little test with darling online... its acurate to me..

Love and Your Sweetheart
Here is the analysis:

Your sweetheart is like a big brother to you. He is kind and always takes good care of you. He is a dream boyfriend; gentle and compassionate, he is completely and utterly dedicated to the girl he loves. It's easy to please him because he appreciates everything you do for him. There's no need to worry about changing yourself in any way because he accepts you the way you are. When this type of man fall in love it's going to be deep and quite probably forever.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test77.aspx

so sweet!!!! I love my darling.. he is the sweetest...

okie.. rushing assignments..

janice... i'm a happy gal

janice... hungry again.. still sick..

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

true?? http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82

i went to perth city with my flat mates yest.. it made me feel better... i've not much mood to type now with a blocked nose and numb palate... conny didn't go cause she went to the beach with her friends.. but i managed to get a pic with her before she went clubbing at night.. from top right clockwise: conny and me.. lucky and cheryl.. lucky cheryl n i.. and cheryl n i.. we went shopping...
as u can see i'm seriously lazy.. just bought a pair of black jeans... and some other random stuff...

like lucky doing masks
my bpst assignment.. i'm now almost a pro in excel.. hate it...
the nice weather in the bus yesterday... the nice sea...
AND I SAW A MARCHING BAND.. coolll.. it was the salvation army band. i guess one of their high post pearsonnels passed away.. there was a hearse and they played a march in respect..
we den went to this meat butcher... damn stinky... then to this cafe to rest eat and watch taiwanese variety shows... this is me... shit.. i look fatter now...
willford came over for chit chat session with cheryl n i... and he brought beer.. i only drank half cause i was not well.. this is mr mystery wilford

me... I'M SICK..... BLOCKED NOSE.... FLU......

JANICE... I WANT MY DARLING... I WANT MY MUMMY!!!!!!!

i went shoppping with lucky yest.. bought tons of vege and meat.. for the week... muahaha.. save money like hell... yay.. the sun was so bright... having fun...

and i went to meet stephanie today.. and since she is doing post grad for psycology she was doing testings.. so fun man... saw a new thing today... they were doing some maths and some numbers thing.. rahh... damn cool..
so cold... haha... had such a tiring lab day today... 5 hours of BPT lab kay@!! i nearly died.. and we've gotta set up our bioreactor.. tmr i'm meeting david and betsy to do assignment.. and i met this guy in the course too (i forgot his name.. chinese name la.. i have no knick for chinese names).. he is a friend of wei loon.. so cool!!
i miss my hubby... tmr he will call.. good luck for sit test and route march darling!! pooorr thing.. he is coughing too.. but i'm so proud of him.. he got a silver for IPPT.. but actually its a gold.. but cause his running.. he ran 10mins 17sec.. (5 points) but to get a gold u need 9min 45sec...

mummy is sick too.. i called home just now.. she has dizzy spells.. haiyah.. i must get good grades!!!! I LOVE U MUMMY!!

janice... syafiq is supposed to send me the SYF06 video.. i wanna watch... youtube is too ex.. some one send to my email... pls?