i'm so tired!!! OMG!!!

well dinner today was cancelled.. i guess we agreed that we should spend more time with our families.. after i talked to min.. and jules was felling unwell so we cancelled dinner to let the love birds fly free.. haha..

well.. don't be too upset jules.. we'll always be here for u!!!

and..

i spent some the whole afternoon at hock's tampines house.. and i helped him packed (and cleaned) his room.. which is damn damN daMN dAMN DAMN DUSTY!!! the whole place was full of stuff that was meant to be thrown away.. like old newspapers and etc.. and we spent the time vacuuming and mopping and packing..

and i found all his FHM.. MAXIM.. haha.. naughty naughty...

and i spent more time trying to talk to his ah ma.. well.. i'm improving!! :) and we spent the rest of the time slacking at his place.. walked around..

then we came back to my place for dinner.. my mum cooked soft food for him.. so nice right?? my mum spoils him.

now.. i'm awfully tired.. i'm going to collect my family photos tmr and then going to mandai to visit my grandpa before i leave and hock's dad.. then meet farzana for dinner..

janice.. i feel i've spent so much quality time this break.. i love it.. but its going to end soon. good things always come to an end..

i can't friggin sleep.. SOMEBODY SAVE ME... i'm quite tired.. but i've got so much on my mind.. jules, min, jon and drea are coming over tonight for dinner.. i've been so busy..i should have held it earlier when zac, cliff and joel were all back.. oh well. i'm the queen of procrastination..

yesterday.. i was knocked out my 12mn.. so tired..i woke up at 645 and got ready to meet hock for his surgery scheduled at 930 at jurong medical center.. it was really a very nice place. the working environment is so friendly.. and they even called me when he was out of surgery.. so i could go get ready to pick him up.. how sweet.. i was like an hour early.. i went back home to cook some porridge for him.. since he was starved for 14 hours..
he was under general anesthesia.. and i think they stuck a tube down his nose.. it kept bleeding while we were going home.. which we got weird stares from fellow singaporeans.. how nice...

the picture below might be slightly disturbing to some. please view with discretion..
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grossed out.. so he went back to nap and i stayed till after dinner to take care of him.. when i went for dinner.. the poor boy looked so sad..
but he could only eat soft food like tofu and potato.. and drink cold drinks...

i was damn tired after that.. so he walked me to the bus stop.. if one day i live in HDB (once i get married) i'll need a map for like 1 week.. cause i'll be terribly lost.. everything looks the same to me.. EVERYTHING!
janice.. i love cats.. and i love you.. gotta cook porridge for him.. and get ready tonight's dinner stuff..

okie.. pictures are up.. i've been way too lazy.. cause i've way too many photos.. cause i've doing alot of interesting stuff..

saturday: i went to see grace at ttsh.. then hcok came to join us.. for a while.. then went to meet some of the rowdians.

went for dinner with qa, sharon, bah geh, ben, jason and hock at pasta de waraku.. after meeting zhen fai to try to exchange his slim havis.. haha.. the black stuff in the center is MINE!! squid ink pasta.. is quite good.. but it was really a chore attempting to clean my mouth after each mouth... food there is really above average.. not bad!! worth a try..

after that hock and i split from the rest to go the the museum.. we are such cheepos.. haha.. taking advantage of the free admission. well we wanted to just go for the light installation (singapore night festival) but me as the twit read the time wrongly.. so we were like 1 and a half hours early.. so in we went..
i love this really nice shot of the museum. new meets old.. spruced up..
there was this 2 story high statue of david at the main entrance.. well.. initially i didn't want to go in.. but hock said there was a statue of a naked man (we could only see from his waist down from the front door..) so happily.. we went it.. sex sells all the time..
hock and david.. hahha
janice and hock.. well.. trying to look cool.. but he was utterly pissed off with the other cheepos like us.. the museum was stormed with people.

we went to the food gallery..
satay!!! old school..
all the tingkats and crockery from the 60s..

then the film and wayang gallery..
these dolls are from the hand puppet show.. and they freak me out..

fashion..
there was all the large glasses and high waisted that are all coming back.. and this is a Sylvia gown.. damn chio even though its damn old..

after that we went for the light installation.. that was done by a sydney company.. it was really awesome!!! hock and i both enjoyed it very very much!!

so awesomely gorgeous..

after that hock and i crossed the road to SMU's green for Beatnik Picnic by zouk.. it was a hip hop event that had all the 5 elements: music, break dancing, emcee, people and graffiti
damn tired by then...
and they had to check my IC though its a 16+ event.. it sucks to be me sometimes..

sunday.. soccer match with some eccentric people... at CHIJ katong primary.. the looney toons.. haha.. we won 1-0.. tee hee.. hock looks so hot while playing soccer.. but not hot when he wants to hug me...
19 people having dinner at bedok's Astons..

hock's teeth extraction went damn well.. i'm super sleepy.

janice. tired!!

okay.. i've got way too many pictures which i will upload tmr.. (while waiting for hock for his 6 hr wisdom teeth surgery..) but just some short snippets. grace please please take care of yourself k??

drinking won't help solve any probs.. i know that you are depressed and stuff.. but i'm super god damned worried. and i love you so much.
so.. please.. get well soon.. stop drinking so much (though this hospitalization was not because of drinking..) please learn to take care of yourself k? stop thinking about others when you are unwell. just bloody hell REST IN BED!!!

i feel that though we are still young ( as we always tell ourselves.. hoping that we'll never turn old- but how old is OLD? when we are OLD-er.. we tell ourselves excuses and reasons like we are young at heart and our bodies can take it.) but seriously. when will we learn to take care of ourselves? our bodies. looking at the way my peers drink and smoke. it worries me. though i seldom interfere with their decisions. i know that someday, the worse will come.

so people around. reading. please learn to take care of your health. exercising. supplements. relaxing. being happy.

janice. its 6 more days. i hate this feeling.

i just slept 3 hours for an afternoon nap.. cause i just came back from chalet with hock.. it was a good time spent, just the 2 of us enjoying each other's company.. with so much busy schedules- his army and me meeting tons of people.. it time we took some time to celebrate US. both of us, in this relationship, i used to be very complacent, taking things and people for granted. thank you for holding my hand and guiding me along- lamenting that i'm dumb as ever along the way. but i love you as much as you love me.

so what do you need for celebration? MOET!!!
so cute right?? puny bottle.. just nice 2 glasses.. no champagne flutes.. but i'll just make do with the glasses...
and i made dinner. which went down terribly with the moet. oh god. what a waste.. still my moscato is the best. i heart it as my favorite white. how lovely.
hock "popping" the champagne.. he didn't want to pop it- waste. haha. and we had a bottle of red wine too.. initially i thought he didn't know how to open it. then he opened it and said: you are asking a drinker how to open a bottle?? *fine. janice= dumb.
but you love me still.

so we watched lust. caution on my lappy.. oh god. it was damn slow and quite boring.. mainly cause we were both sleepy.. so half way.. turned it off.. and snoozed for a while.. well.. me being me.. i was bored.. and i woke up at 2am.. trying to wake him up.. being an irritant.. tickling his face with my hair.. taking a video of his snoring (he usually doesn't snore- he must have been so tired.. Field camp lar!).. and eventually.. at 4am.. we went for SUPPER!!!! MAC-DONALD'S- can someone tell me why is macs the OFFICIAL RESTAURANT OF BEIJING OLYMPICS?.. which sane athlete would eat maccers during competition time? but i have to say.. their advertisement with all the athletes in it having macs together. - show stopper. great ad!

after that.. it was back to bed.. i seemed to sleep better this time.. till the phone rang- wake up call.. time to check out.. showered and packed up.. i hate packing.. its getting on my nerves to have my stuff at 2 places.. sometimes i can't even remember if my things are in perth or at home. but its time to pack again. next sunday.. and i'm off.. back to study. (i better grab textbook for wenyan!!) packing is shit..

but at brunch.. i saw this at the prata stall- a dick/ rocket shaped prata.. hahahahhaahhaha.. cool right?? i had nasi lemak.. which i've yet to have since i left for perth the previous time.. still the one at bedok rules. (Hon ni kitchen. thats the name.. haha) hock had fish sliced mee sua and milk! he is addicted to his UHT milk.. i think he looks like the cow in the packaging.. this twit had to drink the wine to finish it up in the morning.. thats why he is so red.. after that.. we caught the dark knight!! AWESOME!! we had the whole theatre to ourselves.. for a while.. till 3 more people came it.. the show was great, place was great (cathay at Ehub is so comfy!!), company was great.

i love you so much for everything you have done and will do for me.
you are the best thing in my life. and it hurts me to leave you. but i'll be back really soon!

janice. you make me complete.

i've really been doing so much stuff lately.. till i've no time to blog cause i wanna post up the immense number of photos i've taken. the obligations one have when u have a pretty new gorgeous camera with super nice photo qualities..

on sunday: 20th July.. went to take family photo cause my sis finally graduates from NTU.. haha.. and i had to do her makeup for her!! i've decided that next year after i graduate i wanna go take with the family again. and bring hock too, so i can take a single shot with him.. and they all complain that murdoch has the most fugly robes in maroon.. hmm.. arrgh...
she is a tomboy k?? look what wonders i've done..
i still hate my terrible hair!!! its GROSS to the MAX MAX!! her hair is flat due to the mortarboard.. we look not very alike.. oh well..

so we headed to Serangoon Broadway.. the studio to do the shoot.. and there were tons of people..
sister doing MORE MAKEUP!! and the auntie asked me (called me by "SEXY"- cause i was wearing my bare half back dress.. -_-") if i still want MORE makeup.. no way man..
they dressed my sis up in her robes.. i feel she looks like a lawyer... haha..
the intelligent look-a-like.. and the studio.. we look a family portrait for 5.. my second sister alone.. and my parents..

then at night.. hock came to my area.. we had dinner.. then sent him to camp.. i'm really damn annoyed with taking the train from one end to the other at boon lay.. but what to do..
the mee sua boy.. who does not eat liver and kidney.. (my favourites..!!)
kidney, liver, minced pork mee sua... WITH TONS OF RED CHILI!! hock knows me too well.. before he added his chili.. he said if you wanna drink the soup, drink it NOW before i add in the red chili. :) so sweet..
and kai lan.. which i ate the vegetables.. only.. i had dinner at home so i MUST prevent myself from over eating!!! i'm getting way too fat!! WAY TOO FAT for my own liking..

monday: met min for shopping and the movie deception.. it was good!! i bought shoes. so did min.. hahaha.. she is really THE shopping queen.. and i'm her shopping eyes.. so she'll curse me if one day she is poor cause i find all the pretty stuff for her..

Deception was an interesting movie.. EWAN MCGREGOR IS HOTNESS!!! *psssss~~ and the lido uncle looked at min and asked us if we were over 18... when he learnt we were 21.. he said we were OVER AGED!! but the show was a bit draggy..

after that we met jules and jerms for a while.. which i had to head off to meet Qin Qing and Gracey!! the world is just too small.. i know one from springfield and one from TP.. yet we still have common friends.. how cool is THAT?? not! its way too common.. happening at a scary rate.. turns out grace knows drea too..

we went to bedok north to eat.. scrapped plans to dine at east coast park lagoon due to the perth similar weather. (rain. stop. rain. stop. rain. rain a bit more. stop. cloudy) and had tons of nice sambal food.. grace was not in a good mood.. and i understand.

for the 3 of us.. hahha. it was really just nice.. not too much food..
me and qing.. it was really nice catching up with old friends.. she had to head back cause she had to buy dinner for her dad.. BUT MAMBO TMR!!! :) grace came over to my place.. we chatted and she bought 2 tops from me.. haha..
after that we brought my sister's friend- june and her dog shadow (Jack Russell) for a car ride. SHADOW WAS SO EXCITED.. and we sent grace back and sent them back and came home.

today. i met yu heng at the company for a fats and muscles analysis.. and met meli too.. and had meeting till 1030.. and i'm now home.. going to snooze soon..

janice.. i love you. you love me. we're a happy fam-i-ly. busy fufilling lifestyle.

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janice.. 3 days of field camp..

I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK. I WANT! I WANT!

I'M SUCH A FUCKING WHINER!

BUT I MISS MY LONG LOCKS. NOW I LOOK LIKE SOME DUMB SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENT. FUCK.

JANICE. I'M PISSED. FUGLY.

MOS BURGER!!!! :) we've been having way too much unhealthy food lately.. darn.. i went to meet hock last night since he had a night out before duty today.. i've been trying to squeeze every morsel of time for us. no idea why, it seems that each of my departures are getting more and more difficult each time, more and more heart wrenching. hai..sometimes i wish i don't need to leave, but we can't enjoy the best of both worlds, both Singapore and Perth have their pros and cons. and i'm in love with their ice milk tea.. hehe.. which i didn't really like the thought of it.. i've seemed to tone down on sweet stuff lately. most prob due to his influence.

and my mummy made Ba Zhang for him before i came back.. and kept it in the freezer. I TOLD U MY MUM SPOILS YOU! so i brought it over for him.. and we ate it after MOS burger.. OMG. fat!!! my mum's food is just the best!just 2 annoying super ugly gross pictures of us.

when ever he is angry, he loves to squish my fat face and he'll break out in laughter.. till now. i still don't see why its so cute. hmm..
i'm so going to trim those eyebrows. in the midst of serious protests by rowdians. I'M GOING TO TRIM IT!!!!!!

i'm so annoyed with my hair. I FUCKING MISS MY LONG HAIR WHICH I KEPT FOR SO DAMN LONG.. I TOTALLY REGRET "TRIMMING" IT. arrgh. fuck it. i'll grow back. just that i have a family photo shoot at the studio with the cork-a-narten hair.

and i'm meeting Qing at night... haha.. haven't met her in ages..

janice. i'll be here when you need me. i promise.