kenrick off to NS

wow.. how time flies.. Kenrick has finally went for NS.. we meant to give him a suprise.. but he spotted us before kaiyee came.. so.. haha.. but it was quite fun sending him off... see you in two weeks...

BEFORE NS... we'll see the diff in two weeks haha..

have a good NS Kenrick.. SMILES

janice.. take care!!!

Pin Guan Autograph session

wah.. it was damn fun yesterday night.. janelle and i went for pin guan's autograph session.. dear was supposed to go with me.. but poor dear hurt his toe.. the nail came out.. even though he said it doesnt hurt much.. i was feeling very much hurt..

but thanks to janelle.. the night was fun.. i had to entice her with dinner though.. it was so last minute.. but.. we managed to stand at the first row.. beacause of some power ranger thing... haha.. i just love janelle... she gave me an autographed poster for christmas... she bought her album there.. so there was a free poster.. and she even managed to ask a total stranger to sign it for us.. as we have already signed our albums.. hee. thanks.. i love my present...

PIN GUAN says hello... so handsome...
i love his singing man.. he sings so well.. this shows that the CD mixing does not affect the song.. its his voice
he was standing right in front of ME!! wah...
Signing the giantic poster.. if i could i would wanna steal it home...
the products of janelle and my hard work... hahah.. all autographed.. whee
janice.. so happy.. smlies

melody and gang

well.. i've got tons of feelings currently... i just read some of my old sec school classmates blogs... i just realised that many of them have been meeting.. some what i feel different.. then go clubbing... and drinking.. it seems weird and they became so vulguar.. hai.. maybe this is what it is nowadays... maybe i've remained the same.. but everyone has moved on...

janice.. full of contradiction..

1st creative musical challange

decided to post two diferent matters as two posts.. yesterday was another day when i was packed.. it was the 1st national creative musical challange.. and i was the emcee with shan joo.. thank god she was with me.. i would have just died without her man...

well.. we had a few screw ups.. but all went well.. the results was damn messy la.. but we still delivered well.. haha.. khairul was surprised that i had such clear diction.. maybe daddy is right.. i should start speaking properly.. haha... but it was really an eye opener to be and emcee for the first time..

as for the reults.. i would say i really enjoyed compassvale and yio chu kang's performance the most.. really alot of work put in.. but it was really enjoyable and fun to see the kids from back stage...

it was dissapointed to hear that the band members were unhappy with the alumni.. they just don understand.. maybe the immature heart does think differently.. arrogance kills everything.. i understand how they feel.. miss sia favoured ping yi more last time when i was in the sun marching.. i understood why... i still do.. because they treasure what they have.. but.. today.. i don see anything left... maybe i'm to be blamed.. we never enforced our beginnings to them.. they forgot how hard we fought to give them what they have today... including the band room.. the instruments.. the awards...

but still i'm happy for both bands.. ping yi for winning another top gold to their humble shelve.. and springfield for their sliver and best uniform.. but no one in the band besides zach and kenrick has ever thanked me for the uniform.. sometimes i really wonder whats been driving me.. it sad to see no one is continuing my work.. sad..

janice.. can i still believe??

viva at tampines

well... i've yet to come online again for another week.. life seems to be so hectic and moving yet so quickly.. i might have caught a breather once in a while.. but yet i feel tired.. last sunday.. springfield had a performance at bedok reserviour.. for some family day.. called viva at tampines west.. it was quite fun at some point.. we had some dancing.. basic line dancing...it was weird that my cousin taught line dancing but i've never learnt it.. weird though.. but it was more humid that anything else..

i guess springfield has lost it... maybe i should have seen it coming.. but yet it is so hard to let go.. our humble beginnings.. my humble beginnings.. when we worked our lives out.. scarificed our blood.. fought with our hearts.. yet.. the students seem so meek now when fighting for the band but so bold when trying to impress.. the humbleness.. the simple greeting... a simple thank you... a smile smile.. a pride for their instruments.. all lost..

it was my band.. my tears.. my sweat.. yet today.. i see my band in a different light.. the environment changed them to become all high and mightly.. why?? i never had the privillage of buying instruments as and when we wanted.. i used donated instruments till sec 3 when our band bought our first batch of instruments.. we opened our trumpets with fear and excitment.. and loved them with our lives.. cleaning them after practice.. and make sure the shone with our pride for every performance.. yet... last sunday.. i saw nothing that once burned in me.. i was sad.. depressed.. instruments.. even the one i once owned.. tarnished.. 'bruised'... maybe it describes me now.. fading away from my band..

well.. i took pictures.. maybe even from there i could see the arrogance in the air.. omipresent..

Getting ready to set off in school...resting and warming up...
Performing...
some dancing.. ruben picking up some skills from the minister's wife...

That was really a day... a heart full of stuff.. yet they don't understand.

janice

partners award 2006

work has been busy lately.. shangwei said our progress is too slow.. but it seems that we are the people slogging and clocking the longest hours.. hai.. so sick.. but i know i've gott push on for the results for MP.. or else i'll can't hope of aceing thing thing...

well.. last weekend the Ping yi side performed for the partners awards at NP.. its still weird getting used to hearing the school names instead of Titans.. i still am quite bitter about the splitting and stuff.. but i still have hope.. i'll be spending the rest of the day sorting out alumni stuff and data.. and hopefully a meeting soon...

i've been quite disappointed with ben.. ever since i dunno when... he has been acting sore.. sulking about something that we never will know.. he has always been a mystery to me.. i know that he has been acting weirdly lately.. living in a world of his own.. autistic.. nah... doubt so.. i just hope that he can be there when the alumni needs him... its seems to be crumbling under all this weight.. after thinking.. should our alumni be like others?? overpowering?? to lead the band?? i don't want the path to lead there.. i want the alumni to be able to go down to the kids level and teach them.. however.. this has been proving more difficult with our increasing age and the decreasing age of the kids.. age gap.. i cant seem to understand their lame jokes and laugh with them... but their silliness can really make me smile..

okie.. i'll upload some pics i took that day...

Getting to NP and unloading the instruments...

The ACS boys and Chang Yuan.. they were awfully intelligent.. and i was impressed by their language command.. i made a friend.. Sanji.. he looked just like joel.. i guess going to a good school makes a difference.. they danced well too.. hope to catch them in the future

The band playing the concentration game.. everyone seems to be having fun with all the laughter.. and it seems to be able to cease the nerves before the performance.

the band is up.. my camera couldnt zoom and my hands were unstable... haha.. ops...

Finally.. Ping Yi recieving the partners award..

It was finally over.. whee.. waking up at 530 in the morning was no easy feat.. tmr its Springfield's turn for performance..

Janice.. off to study for my project...

i just got home not too long ago.. freaking tired.. but lab has surely been fun.. i'm really quite lucky to have hock.. we fight in lab by pushing and tugging at each other (of course i'll lose to him.. rugby player).. laugh at the lamest stuff... pretend to get fierce and end up laughing all over again.. make friends with people from the neighbouring labs.. acting stupid... and he intros me to new english songs.. i seem to find some liking to rock songs now.. not heavy metal.. my new fav band is Panic at the disco.. but ya.. haha.. thanks my lab partner... having laughter a day makes my life better by alot...

Today we fought again.. he was grabbing my hands.. cause i was irritating la.. ahaha.. and when i took out my gloves.. there was a blue black.. hahha.. ops..

K.. gotta slp le.. band has performance tmr man.. freaking tired.. whee..

janice.. OUT... smiling =)

tiredz

wah.. damn tired.. i'm at lab now.. its been a hectic week of work since shang wei came back and the machine came at the same time.. so bored.. happy birthday atika and norman.. i forgot again..

janice.. totally worn out

1st campus discussion

wah... i finally managed to upload the pic of the 2 new drum major's of TK and Deyi.. see the style and aura they command?? hmm..

Well.. yesterday's on-campus discussion was damn fun.. i really missed school.. mdm huang yan was very nice and she allowed us to have much freedom in expressing our views and stuff.. another half a year and all these will cease.. life seems to have changed.. even my beloved locker that i've used for 2 and half years does not belong to be anymore... My IS24.. well those hello kitty stickers are definately not mine!!!

i really missed tons of people.. here is a pic of fatimah and i.. i look damn pale la.. but who cares...



the guys in my discussion group.. haha.. i just took this for fun.. hock's face look damn funny la.. haha.. oh well...

it was really fun seeing eveyone and there was hugs and tons of gossips.. the biggest one about seeing this pair of weird couple together on a weekend at vivo spread like wildfire... haha.. and the guy who really irritates me.. was asking around.. "have u heard a rumour abt me?" hahaha.. it was damn funny la...

janice.. waiting for the 2nd on campus discussion..

NCO passing out parade

i'm freaking tired.. had so many things that i haven been home for dinner for 2 days straight.. haha.. i miss my family.. so sleepy.. but still gotta update my blog..

on fri night i went to my first Band NCO passing out parade.. it was quite interesting and amazing that they did the music and formations quite well in 5 days.. it was my first.. so it was interesting.. was intending to find some inspirations.. but.. haha.. shall keep everyone is suspense ya?? hmm.. got some ideas.. but really the band uniforms in singapore have no originality and are soo similar... well.. i'll let the pics do some talking..



The four majors.. hmm.. they did a good job putting up the uniform.. occupational hazard.. hai
Look at tahir go.. i couldnt get a shot of jun an.. my cam took too long to recover... ops..
The two band majors.. with yan jun's bros at the back.. she was damn hyper la...
The two drum majors.. smart in the uniform ya?? but.. it was still wrong... shall not tell u...
The whole contingent.. smart?? i saw some loopholes.. haha... well.. i guess the drum majors have a long way to go if they wanna lead the band in 2008(i won be there.. arrgh).. tahir lacks the composure and charisma... would be like another zach.. able to execute out all the throws but lacks the aura.. jun an on the other hand.. has the looks.. but not the built.. but still too boyish.. looking at the deyi major.. hmm.. even the pic shows charisma and composure.. (But i can't seem to upload it here) something that all the drum major's lack.. i'm waiting to see the fight in 2008....

janice....