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LIFE IS PISSING ME OFF..

SCHOOL IS FREAKY.. 6 HOURS OF LAB..

HOME IS IRRITATING.. WHOLE DAY IS SCOLDING.. jan u nv help out with house work.. don do this don do that.. like what the hell la.. i've been doing stuff under covers does not mean i didnt do... and they say i don wash the clothes and stuff.. do they know how itchy it is for me when those stupid rash comes.. i don wanna go back to the past in pri school.. when everyone gave me names and stuff.. i hated those days.. when band comp was coming.. my rash on my neck came back.. and zack was like.. janice.. its so red.. stop scratching.. i cant afford to be complacent.. i've tried so hard to be normal all these years.. i've become so sensitive about that sudden glare or that whisper behind my back.. my brain seems to give out signals that they are talking about me.. hai..

Life is tired.. i wanna sleep.. hope it gets better tmr

Janice................................

together on different paths

well.. i'm back after stoning for the whole day.. dr lim was sick.. so lab was cancelled.. and my school ended at 10am.. freaking tired la.. went to school for 1 hour... for a tut test.. and off i went home.. haha.. well.. today was i very hot.. and it still is.. it pisses me off la..

the band is not taking part for the nbc honours band concert.. oh well.. i actually anticipated that.. but i guess the gold was enough.. it was a wonderful closing to the titans chapter.. we fought all odds.. we fought being looked down.. we fought against people that didnt trust us.. and we came out winners.. its not about the medals and awards.. it was the ardous and uphill process that we learnt to heal each other's wounds.. hold each other along.. and share the courage to move on.. step by step.. we marched on.. a family.. the titans family.. it was a long journey.. nothing words can depict.. but still the legacy will live on.. lets just promise each other to keep the titans inside.. we will be the titans forever.. pass the traditions on..

its been tiring.. i guess everyone is mentally fatigue.. but its time to take the first step into the darkness and find the path.. the forked path.. we will walk together.. but on different paths...

Janice... walking through the darkness

hop hop.. laughs

well.. i was kinda bored just now ( before dinner) (and before a stupid beetle came to visit me)... so i typed titans band in blogger search.. found quite alot of stuff... many of the band member's blogs.. took a little peek.. and i saw some stuff that really made me laugh.. it was about the SYF outdoor 2006..

I read an alumni's blog from one of the honour bands.. this person said... the Titans is the copycat band.. use formations and music that other bands used.. well seriously.. i agree to this comment to a certain extent(suddenly i feel that i'm doing social studies.. arrgh).. i agree that we used stuff before.. but the other bands are copying too.. this a vicious cycle.. no one dares to venture out and do something real different.. then they start accusing each other of copying.. oh well.. some people just don know how to look at themselves before they comment on others.... let them be.. but i did like something this person said.. we deserved to be in the finals... but its all over.. we are happy...

And the funniest thing i read.. was from another honour band member.. if u read on u'll know which school la.. this person said: "say we shake butt, ur band nvr shake butt arhs? u thn no originality. copy us shake butt. why ur band girls wear pants one? ur sch no money make skirt isit." sorry for the terrible english... degrading to use this language here.. but i'm just quoting la.. haha.. lame people la..

oh well.. these people really made me laugh.. i know that i sound weird.. by right i should be fuming.. but seriously.. i feel these people are just crazy la.. haha.. so funny.. I read cindy's blog too.. i loved her final line in her NBC post.. i'm proud to be a titan alumni...

yups.. thats all i managed to read before that stupid beetle came.. arrgh..

Janice.. goes blog hopping

Doing nothing

whoo... Mi Lu Bing is in.. yay.. dear promised to bring me to watch the finals.. hee.. hopefully its possible.. however.. some part of me hopes to stay at the comfort of my home to watch.. haha.. its still two weeks away.. i still have time to be fickle.. whoo...

Janice is high...

Well school was a bit screwed today.. i freaking think i'm going to fail this stupid DDCT test.. the questions looked all the same.. haha.. i was using comman sense to answer all the questions.. oh well.. but the projects and stuff was fine... well.. its another normal school day.. dear's exams are next week.. jia you honey... haha..

Gotta get back to do nothing.. haha..

Janice.. yawns..

a high note to end...

Whoo.. finally.. all.. has.. come.. to.. an.. end....

The Ping Yi and Springfield Marching Band: GOLD
Champions of the Third Divsion..

I'm so proud of all my Titans.. they really did well.. i know hui xin was very scared.. but i knew she could do it.. have faith.. whoo... the sound was wonderful.. the was quite balanced.. the random squeeking of the clars was quite loud though.. but I"M SO SO PROUD OF U PEOPLE.. our band was the loudest in cheering.. i guess.. it was a good ending.. it was much more than we expected.. we thought a sliver would be difficult the week before.. yet.. the TITANS.. achieved.. stood up... proved all those people wrong..

I was really so happy.. i ran down the stairs and we just huddled together.. hugs.. jumping.. cheers.. it was such a wonderful scene.. it was as happy as getting the Gold Medal eariler this year.. but i guess.. we would all have to move on.. the titans will continue to strive in our hearts.. carved in our minds...

Well.. it has been a very tiring weekend.. but still we managed to pull it off.. the adjudicators were one bunch of happy people.. haha.. well.. it was quite fun making coffee for them.. sorting out the freaking scores.. and the score sheets.. and pencils.. water.. hmm.. what else?? Pens.. erasers.. so many things.. omg... but it was nice working with yina and darren.. nice people.. well.. i really hope that the band will perform for the honours.. i mean it would be their last performance.. end the titans with a high note.. a 'concert'.. haha.. cheat a bit... but its still sort of a concert.. haha..

i went to watch Pirates with dear the day it started screening.. oh.. johnny depp is so so handsome.. his acting is damn funny.. but i seriously hate the 'ending' like wth.. it was like they cut my freaking story in half la.. i was like Huh?? at the end... but i cant wait for the next part.. heard it will be out next year.. haha.. thanks dear for the movie.. hee..

Oh.. superband is almost going to air soon.. i hope that MLB gets to the finals..

Janice goes hug the teevee.. addicted to carpenters...

Close to u

well.. i'm listening to carpeneter's now..

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Woo... close to you...

nice song.. talking to dear now.. whee..

Janice.. yadayadaya

My spotted dove.. RIP

so sleepy.. yawns... just came home from school.. freaking hungry.. hope the food cooks a little faster.. in the mean time i'll do some blogging..

well school today was tiring.. had interview for drug devlopment and clinical trials.. well i guess it went quite well.. no major hiccups.. and it was a cold cold morning..

well.. the day before a spotted dove that was injured flew into my house.. it rested below my potted plants before i noticed it sitting there.. its head was badly bruised and i guess it was blinded in the left eye.. some idiotic driver must have injured it.. i fed it water and some flax seeds.. it ate and drank.. i thought it would be much better.. but it died the next morning.. so sad.. i was shocked.. well here is a pic of it.. yup.. hai...
well.. i've gotta get back to do my school work.. Liza's having her theory test for driving.. i wiah her all the best...

Janice.. sobs for the bird..

saturday.. its coming

hai... dunno what up with everything.. but just feeling quite low now.. doing homework.. i guess this saturday will be a day... busy doing time keeping stuff.. i'll try hard to do my work.. trying to forget that it will be the last day that the titans will go on stage together.. maybe seriously deep down.. i've yet to accept all this.. maybe one day i will accept it.. saturday..

hai saturday.. it is another sad day.. dear is going for SUPERBAND recording.. damn it la.. like every saturday so free.. den this saturday i've got marshall duty.. hai.. so sad... listening to milubing's 933 recording now.. haha.. damn funny... oh well.. dear said that he will take pic for me.. so.. i send dear as my representative.. i wish both my favorite bands all the best.. Titans and Milubing... haha.. very different bands but still my fav bands.. haha..

k.. gotta get back to doing csas.. hai..

Janice says hello to communication skills...

sleep .. zzzz

well.. life has been quite mundane lately.. very routine.. they only day i had some fun was thurs.. i went with niang to celebrate grace's birthday at bugis on thurs.. and i saw dear's cousin as i was crossing the freaking road.. and i nearly bumped into him.. but i'm also not so sure if it was him anot.. my eyes get fuzzy when i cross the road.. maybe it would be nice to meet him in person.. oh well.. maybe that day would come.. but.. yup.. soon

i'm going to like go very off point.. but suddenly i thought of the conversation 2 students from my school were having on the bus.. they said that they can't live without a maid and now when one of their maids went back home for a while.. she finds that it is a chore to make her bed every morning.. like spoilt brats.. what the!!! hai.. dunno what this freaking world is coming too.. oh well

i just came home from world music projects just now.. had some brain wreaking time doing th tickets.. haha.. but it was quite fun... i was like soo much faster than the admin worker there.. what was she doing man.. but.. next week is nbc.. quite excited.. and the band sounded good today.. i was glad.. it really brought back memories of jubiloso year... the tuning and the long long notes.. and RUNNING.. haha.. but i'll be doing time keeper on the competition days.. quite stress la.. but.. i'm sure i can do it...

tmr is tuition day again.. quite disappointed with those boys.. its been 2 weeks since they cancelled tuition.. when i told dear.. he said.. ask them go fail la.. u help them they still cancel.. well i seriously dunno whats up with them.. but i hope i can help them.. hai..

i finally finished doing shoes for dear and liza.. i was soo happy that they liked them so much.. liza's family said the shoes i did looked professional.. haha.. quite happy..

well... i'm going to sleep now.. yawns..

janice.. sleeps...zZZZ

boring..

well.. i just finished helping dear do his assignment.. tired.. my fridge burnt today.. freak it... hai.. its a hot and tiring day.. i felt like blogging just now.. but totally no mood now.. so.. i'm going to wash the freaking toilet now.. sianz

Janice.. off to hug the toilet bowl...