MY BODY IS SERIOUSLY GETTING SICK.

and this is terrible.

5 days till i go home where my body has to adjust to the climate again.
i've been bitten by some insect (or spider) twice in my thigh and once on my hand. and the normal swelling of an insect bite has spread into a gi-normous swelling the size of my hand on my thigh. and i was breaking out an cold sweat in my exam hall today.

hai..

oh god.

bought anti histamines for the swelling and inflammation. because my body is fighting the venom. and i feel dam sick now. and i've still gotta pack. study. and handle one last exam paper. and all the drama that has been happening around me.

STRESS!!!

i've decided to overload next sem because ISC for biotech is like summer school and i have to stay here and do research which is not that bad a thing, but i just wanna go home. i need to go home.. sucks to be me.

i'm so tired, but i just can't get to sleep.

screw this.

janice. saranghaeyo.

there are tons of things on my mind now.

so much things to do yet i feel so incompetent.

have you ever had that feeling of wanting to do so much yet there are so much factors holding you back?

i've sort of got one major problem sorted out. but yet another comes.

i hate to go home due to financial woes and my loss of independence.

i love being alone, but hate being left alone.

janice. i'm such an irony, just let me rant.

I NEED FINANCIAL INDEPENCE. in times when cash is king.

say hello to my terrible acting.. alex HAD to put this on youtube. HE HAD TO!!
well this is the video we produced for jules' 21st birthday.

its a parody of an original MTV. and yes. the song is called 'smell yo dick' and its a real song that has super annoying catchy tunes that allowed us to sing along during our road trip and super vulgar lyrics. (not that i didn't tell you. so watch at your own discretion)

and this 3 min video. made us work for 3 days. secretly behind jules' back. and thanks to all the people that were proudly part of this production.
winnie. zac. and of course alex and min. *pat on the back!

it made me look at shows and dramas and movies all in a sort of different light. i appreciate lousy acting (still better than mine) and long hours. and all of us were super sick of the song by the end of 3 days..

can u imagine singers? they repeated sing the same single over and over for gigs, mtvs, variety shows, etc. but they are paid to sing. so its different.

janice. i slept at 3 and woke up at 9. zzz. GYM!!!

its been such a tiring yet rewarding day. so cliche.

one paper done (the most annoying of them all)... cleared tons of food stuff in the cupboard that has collected through eons by cooking them.. baked cookies.. taught jules how to make sweet and sour pork and cookies... downloaded more youtube videos of behind the scenes of antique bakery to have a breather... took a hot shower.

(not that my life is very interesting)

but tmr! its another jam packed day. 1030am shave jon's head (not that he will be on time).. 11am gym. 1pm lunch. 2pm buy my mummy's abalone and hock's absinthe. 4pm come back walk the grey hounds in uni with shalini and wilford.. 6pm reach home and cook dinner. have dinner with the normals and lucius (haven't seen him besides mambo and my 21st birthday, all of which i was sort of drunk- the only 2 times this sem!!!) and 730pm watch HARRY (sex)POTTER - Goblet of Fire.. 930pm play mahjong... die... resurrect and study.

yes.. tmr i have a wonderful day

finally. its 2am.. and i'm not very tired.

on a terrible sidenote: i need to overload a unit next sem or take an external unit over my summer hoildays to compensate for the neh neh 2 points that murdoch does not want to give me. and my flight by QANTAS has been delayed. by 4 hours. nice. so now i'll be home at 9pm.. what shit is this?

janice. hooya~~~~~ i'm sure God loves me.

ok.. this is not a joke.. this are REAL KITTENS!! born in PERTH!!!

they suffered a genetic mutation. poor souls, doubt they will live very long..
jules now there is a real 2 headed cat for you to photoshop your face on.

just done my biochem 2 paper. it was good, but not great, made some careless mistakes.

janice. off to bake cookies. you want some?

in uni leaching on the free internet and topping up my internet quota.

hubby is the most scheming idiot, why? last nigh that twit came back from The Food Fair from expo and was telling me all the food stuff he bought. Then he started happily telling me he bought curry powder.

FYI: no one in his family cooks.

he was telling me excitedly that its from kiliney and you just need to add hot water to make the curry and stuff.

then i asked. er.. so why did you buy it?

his reply: so you can cook for me!

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nice. my boyfriend totally knows how to tap on my abilities.

janice. back to books, notes and more biochemical pathways.

we all HATE EXAMS, but i'm determined to get through them,

because, my treasure lies after i cross this ocean with sharks.

so lets not complain and get my butt down to studying.

2 more weeks hubby. 2 more agonising weeks!

i'm so excited. yet so NOT excited for the next 2 weeks of gross couping in the room, with books, papers, pens, charged with highlighters and water.

BRAIN FUEL.

antique bakery premieres in Korea today. wonder when they will bring it to Singapore.
just found out we have an apricot tree outside our flat.
just found my new love of jazz and latin

i just need more than a break. i need you.

janice. i have so much to say to you, but when i hear your voice, nothing else matters.

they are able to make diamonds from tequila.. read here

cool shits, but its too small for jewellery, or they'll give the jewellery business a run for their money.

we can also make diamonds (or sort of diamonds) from human ashes, so if you want to, make your spouse into a stone and hang it on your neck forever (diamonds are forever), then start saving!! but they won't be transparent clear stones, due to different compositions of our bodies, the carbon will make a yellow- brown opal like stone..

janice.. reading while waiting for jon..

Need to add some pictures to this wordy place. i've really been mugging, quite proud of myself. to think that i used to study for my exams like 1 day before, now i'm almost done studying for my second paper.. this is awesome..

BUT!! *deflates ego.. i CANNOT BE COMPLACENT!
study study.. mug mug..

called home and talked to mummy yesterday, she is looking forward to me heading home, so i can cook for her and take care of her. and get a hold of my grumpy father.

so much to do back home, i wonder when will the cycle ever end? i'm really quite fatigue of all the adjusting and acclimatising.. and i've been really pushing myself not to take naps and do more constructive stuff.

and finally i met with with shalini at her new house, its been like 1 year ago since we stayed together, and it was really nice catching up.. and the new place she stays at is so pretty, the garden is just so nice, but very "forested", when will came over he said the same thing as me. we'll do up the garden!! haha.. but i doubt the landlady will pay us. but its just so rustic, there were like roses, lavenders, Mandarin trees, oriental plants.
this is the front and the view from her room window!! i would love a house with an exterior like that, so Spanish looking, with a balcony like that.
she made lunch for me, i love chill out meet ups like that. too bad cheryl was ill, but i had such a fun time playing with her rats!
one is sam and one is frodo.. i can't remember which is which.. haha.. i think the darker toned one is sam and the other is frodo (both named after lord of the rings characters.. )
BUT THEY ARE SO ADORABLE!!!! and sam is so nice and still, he can sit on my hand for ages without squirming.. :)
On sunday, min and jules had a flea market at a art gallery in the city.. it was really quaint, but i didn't stay throughout, had to run some errands for the people back home.
janice.. time for the gym!!! CHIONG AR!!

my whole sleeping schedule is screwed up, i just keep sleeping. my sleeping bug is back, i can take a 3 hr NAP! i totally rewrite the meaning of naps.

better get rid of that bug and start studying. exams in 1 week, and today's Biochem test was a wreck, i thought was was relatively well prepared, when i saw the options for MCQ, it totally wrecked my brain and my memory was self destructing.

arrgh. hopefully i can pass that bloody module. and home in another 19 days.

on a super random note, i had the weirdest dream while i had my afternoon nap,

"i dreamt a crow and a baby crow made a nest outside my window. when i woke up and opened the window they become vicious monkeys and started growling at me and attacking my window. comforted by the fact that my windows were sealed i ran to call min, and when i opened my door again (with min) they managed to pry through my window. Then we closed the door and went to call the guys. now with everyone, we opened the door, and those monkeys were attacking my books and threw them out of the window."

yes.. my super weird dreams, could be due to me stressing out about my test and all the ruckus outside because Rob was being a duffbag asking min to clean the floor when its not her duty.

janice. no hock talk for 5 days because of field camp! damn.!