Shia LaBeouf is the hottest!!

watched Eagle Eye (spoilers!) with jules and zac last night. it was really intriguing, but the beginning with the iraq terrorist was weird, we we even thought we were in a wrong movie.. throughout the whole movie jules and i screaming; OMG.. he is damn hot (i love the hoodie part. OMFGZZ!!) .. and jules screaming come and f* me!! to the whole world in the mean time viciously attacking my knee.

the whole show kept us really at the edges of our seats, but the concept of a computer system gone wrong seems to remind me of i robots and die hard 4 (though this is like hackers). cyber war fare seems to be the new in thing. but it was really awesome, the chase scene was superb just that i was quite dizzy at the end of the whole thing, as usual.

other than that. the night ended with zac yelling that we are promiscuous, and we are chinese, no i'm singaporean.

janice. SPSS am i supposed to love you? i can't seem to understand you.

miss (mĭs)

to regret the absence or loss of

to feel the lack of

how it aptly descibes my feelings now at 12mn.

janice. hock. teo.

feeling quite sick lately, dizziness and weakness all of a sudden. but i should be fine soon, been keeping to myself alot lately, except the daily emails with grace and janelle and talking to hock on the phone, haven't been talking much on a personal level.

been quite tired of all the pretentious people, all the taking advantage and putting down.

ah. its just me being me. feeling quite sad for myself at the moment for having no one to hang out with besides the same few people and my bed my music and my lappy.

soon i'll have my DVDs of my korean show! wahhaha.. sometimes i love hiding in my all cosy room closing my eyes cranking up my music in my earphones.

sigh. its been a hot day with 35.4 degrees.

janice..

i've become an antisocial twit that stays at home all day, or indulge in cooking or mahjong with the melancholic loser's club ( a spin off from the joy luck club).

wah, talk about growing old, i'm aging gracefully. haha.
zac being tricked my me to hold the cig the opposite way.. hahah.. i'm such a bully.
and my awesome win.. i just have to put this up. sorry jules.. i love flowers!!! just $3.20 only.. and it was pure luck.. so GOD LOVES ME!!!
and this was a night full of lame moments, will jules having her tired high, will and zac both dropping the whole box of tiles at 2 intervals..
and this is us washing tiles.. damn sad right??? the guys had to hold hands, which zac was terribly sad... so.. will invented the portable square mahjong table...
TA DA!! hotness.. no tiles dropping off (maybe 1 or 2).. it was much quieter.. and the guys need not hold hands.. hahha.

thats all for mahjong... hope to play more soon.. win more moolas.. i've won like $7 all together for 2 rounds.. since we play like 10cents.. oh well..

i love laughter.

i love laughing till my tummy hurts so badly.

i love how you try so hard to make me laugh, even though you are half awake.

i love how you are able to filter out all my whining and understand what i have to say.

i love listening to your sleepy voice and waking you up.

i love irritating you.

janice. how wonderful if you could be here. but. we'll pull through. *bobs head.

thoughts have been filling me up now. uncertainty of my future and finance seems to rock my whole balance off. soon i'll be at cross roads again. will i be that brave again? sometimes to come to think of the whole Australia matter, i seem to ask myself have i come to the correct uni? i can't seem to click with all these party people here. these people are the most wonderful people that i've met, just that its 2 extremes. i'm standing in the center wondering how should i proceed? with one side the "happening" lot, with the other side, lets put it as the quiet "science" lot.

while i seem to have characteristics of both, should i have used this opportunity to make a hell lot of friends? i'm quite a lazy person, friendship needs so much time and commitment. should we select who we want to invest our time, effort and money in?

i feel like an inquisitive child now.. it will be great to turn the clock back, when simplicity was the new black.

but at least, i know i took the leap, coming here all alone, settling every thing single handed-ly, but of course without my parent's financial backing all these would be a dream. even if i work and give my parents 1k a month, i need 30 months to pay back. i've learnt that i have to work hard for things i want.

decided to grow up, stop wasting, stop whining, start planning.

janice. life is all about taking action. where do i start?

just on a super random note, music through the earphones sound so tastefully good, especially when its Clazziquai's Discography. awesome.

its been a disappearing day, well days these days seem to be flashing past, as i would like them to flash past so i can go home sooner, i know that i will miss this place like hell.

i am supposed to be studying for consumer behaviour today, only scrapped through like 2 chapters today with another 8 more to go. what shit is this? mid sem like almost 3/4 into sem? but i think that the education system here beats singapore in some ways.

listening to clazziquai's last tango. talking to the boy back in singapore. thinking about life. reading consumer behaviour textbook. typing this post.

janice. how life just flies by.

i don't want to make things too obvious now since nothing is confirmed yet, but the next one year after i graduate, will be harsh, but we'll just let this be yet another test.

i'm really appreciative for everything you've done for me, though its going to be difficult in the next year or so, i'm sure we'll pull through. its all about trust trust trust and patience.

i'm proud of you. for dependng on yourself. i'l wait. promise.

janice. is looking forward to our future.

just let me rant, and everything will be better.

now when i've finally thought everything out, it seems so difficult to actually pen everything down, really difficult.

but then again, nothing is confirmed, i'm such a twit.

people that plan too much often fail because they stick to their plan too much.

what a joke this is. i am such a joke. to think i've always knew that education is more important, i'm just filled with stupidity now.

dicks before chicks. *cheers

janice. just laugh at me or cry with me. but i will wait till the cow comes home. patience is all i have now.

i went shopping yesterday and i finally bought panties which i am terribly in shortage off and bought a top with the vocher that zac and cliff got for me for my birthday from sportsgirl..

and i bought hubby 2 shirts from Jay Jay's.. hope he likes them..
janice.. i love doing stuff for him. spoilt brat! haha

YES!

i'm done..

OMG.. its been a long journey..

tmr there is CB presentation.. thanks wen yan for the project.. haha.. it was a good reference..

okay... gotta write my speech..

janice. so happy that its completed!