my bloody results are out!!

hai.. only 1 distinction..

commercial law- 73- distiction.

marketing- 68 credit (2 more marks!! ARRGH!!!!!)

accounting- 63 credit (damn... the stupid cash flow budget!!)

bioprocessing- 56 pass (thank GOD i passed this.. i don wanna see ralph ANYMORE!!)

janice.. haiz... i had a lovely weekend... really.. more updates soon.. when my sister is done with my lappy..

i kinda dread my life now..



haiyah.. so busy.. but poor.. not fufilling.. (just got screamed by sister again.. why are people so agro nowadays.. )



fine.. being scolded all day is not funny k?



hai..



anway.. i just went out with janelle to parkway.. settled some matters.. bought a new top from Fox..and she came over for dinner.. supposed to go over to her place to see her baby niece.. but i guess today i've suddenly lost my mood for anything.. michelle called and asked me to go watch Alvin with them.. but prior obligations.. and sister went instead.. and yes.. I'M FAT LA.. HAI..



bad things just keep coming...


and i can't make it for fung kor's POP tmr.. and not going for marcus kor's social night next week either.. cause his cousin is going with him.. ( i heave a sigh or relief... difficult to live up to the standards of others)


oh well..


i was not really damn keen to go.. just quite excited to see what safti looks like.. kor says he'll ask my company the next time.. (that is if i'm in sg ba.. i'm sulking cause i feel unwanted now)


why raise u up into the sky when the next moment u are going to fall lower than where u first started?


and fung kor just sternly warned me about my language on my blog.. darling too.. and janelle too..


hai...


janice.. pit bottom mood.. fat.vulguar.rude.unwanted... what better way to describe me..

my life... chaos..

so many tentative plans...

janice seriously dislikes tentative plans... cause none of them are concrete.. (fine i'm just repeating what i just said... arrgh..!!)

hai.. i'm such an anal person... i know that!!!

oh well.. hubby and i have planned out saturday's plans.. yay!!

heh heh... its a big celebration...

okie.. till then... fung kor's POP and marcus kor's social night is still pending due to different factors added up..

i shall return to read John Irving's The World according to Garp.. and more situps later..

janice. the rain makes me pee.. just kidding.

i love weekends..

its the only time i spend with hubby..

its kinda weird that i've only been home for slightly more than a week.. yet it seems so long..

more pics soon.. cause we used hubby's sister's new camera.. and the pics are with him.. i only stole some from his friendster..

we went tons of places. incidentally.. reliving our first date.. haha..

met at bedok.. went to cine by bus... we definitely have good times...

and bad times... but we learn to give way (not to buses.. but for our relationship).. happy 6 months hubby...

then we ate subway.. i love subway to the core man... it makes me drool... and hubby was telling me and boasting that albert works in the other outlet where they have a subway that can't be closed... and i say.. u have a big mouth!!

and we bought our tickets and went to heeren HMV.. i found my powderfinger album.. KNN.. it was $58... so ex lar!! so hubby found my song and dl for me!! how sweet!! (i get other people to commit crimes for me.. i'm so evil..).. and they were having some sushi eating competition.. i bet if jules were there she would have won.. but we just cam whored..

hubby and me!!
and our PDA ( public display of affection).. ops.. haha

then we watched Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium.. (not too bad!!).. but the ending was really NOT nice.. a bit for kids though.. i should have heeded hubby's advice and watched the Kingdom instead.

hock: eh.. lets watch the heartbreak kid.
me: huh? *blink blink
hock: oh... ITS R21!! sorry.. u can't watch...
me: arrgh *stares..

after movie went clarke quay... sat along the river and talked and ate seaweed.. and laughed at each other having seaweed bits all over our lips.. i love my brown curled hair!! (i didn't dye it!!.. its the sun.. i'm half a Caucasian)
come evening.. we dined at Cafe Iguana.. and ate till we were damn full la!! and drank till i was high.. i love being high.. i giggle..

hock: first time i hear u laugh and say that u are fat.

me: *giggles.. ya!

supposed to go MOS.. but put off by the terribly looonnggg queue at 930pm.. i thought we were early.. NAH... so we walked around.. wanted to go candy bar.. but hubby didn't like the open concept.. the arena was so empty... so we sat down and talked again.. i love talking to u.. and i spotted with my tiny sharp eyes.. lisa and victor who were going to join the MOS queue..

and then hubby had this terrible pain in his stomach .. it worried me like shit cause he paled and started getting clammy and cold.. quickly got a cab and went home..he slept like a baby in my arms with my jacket.. i'm so glad he is alright now..

janice.. more pics soon!

and i've been swarmed with army people this week. There is Fung Kor's POP.. and maybe if Marcus Kor can't get his cousin to go with him for his social night for OCS i'll go with him.. darn. janice is a backup plan. haha..

this idiot fella just added me online; and after like 3 days of cancelling his request i decided to add him and find out who he was... and there was this DNA pic as his display pic...

labi: hi
labi: baby
me: who are you?? (must be some annoying idiot!)
labi: i'm jony and u are baby..
me: fuck i dunno u.
me: bye!

*delete and block contact.

OMG... what is this world coming to??

janice.. the baby... arrgh!!

darn... this is THE FUCKING END OF PROCRASTINATION!!!!!!!!

i met my dear meli today... and went for her MLM (multi level marketing) and i went to do a inbody check up...

those things where u stand on a machine and hold out ur arms to measure ur fats and muscle??

CB.. janice is scientifically proven to be OBESE!!!! KNNNNNN....

sobs.... everyone pls motivate me to be healthy...

i need exercise...

FUCK..

i've been lying to myself all these years..

i'm going to stop dieting and start exercising..

the normal fat percent is 23%.. CB i'm like 33%... FUCK!!!!

wahhhhh...

i'm roasted.. imagine myself dying of heart related problems... poor blood circulation... OMG!!!anyway.. this was meli.. in the jacket i bought for her.. nice right??

janice.. the fat.. obese.. pig..

meetup with michelle (mitch - elle) and chai (chai BIN).. was good!!!

we ate... and went shopping.. i swear it was impromptu.. but miss chai bin. still lived up to her name of super shopper.. swooping 2 pairs of shoes.. and 1 for me.. but poor michelle.. (the one who needs heels) bought none... more luck next time...

i think i'm chai's buying star.. every time i go shopping with her.. she always see preeeettttyyy things.. whahaha...

now for our foodie...
prawn paste chicken... damn nice can...
and tofu... we also had vege and bitter gourd with fish... haha... and nice chrysanthemum tea..
then we headed over th junction 8 for sweet stuff.. (CB LA... get damn fatty lor) we ordered orh nee (yam paste with pumpkin and ginkgo nut).. water chestnut jelly (thinking of jules' face at the sight of green bean soup jelly!! *sniggers) .. and barley with ginkgo nut... chai regretted getting her yumi yogurt...

chai: this pales in comparison with the desserts... *sulk...

and another eating session at chomp chomp on fri (tmr).. red star dim sum on sunday... dinner party on 21st... fuck... i need to jog... OMG!!!

janice... off to meet my beloved meli...

being home= weird


its a funny feeling...

i expected being home to be much better

1. i have not much control of my own life
   
2. i hate the weather that makes my skin breakout


3. i hate my family saying that my taste in men is weird


4. i hate my sister poking my breast


5. i hate being all alone at home


6. i hate having impatient singaporeans


7. i hate people that stare at me!

but..

1. i love spending time with hubby

2. i love spending time with family


3. i love spending time with my besties


4. i love sleeping


5. i love going for band

this is so cliche... eeks

anyway pics from my meetup!!! without meli who is in frankfurt... lets begin with FOOOD!!!!we had.. char kueh tiao.. fried egg and oyster.. fried carrot cake.. dumpling soup.. ba chok mee.. we were supposed to eat at bedok interchange... but i guess the comfort of home is much better!! whee...and dessert: chendol and ice kachang...

if i don get fat that means something is wrong with me.. argh...

janelle: eh.. u wanna eat the whole singapore in one night?? crazy lor...

me: yah!!!

grace: u were only not here for 4 months.. not as if very long....

janelle and gracie!!!

and next was christmas pressie time... janelle and her clutch full of goodies.. chocs.. mags... earrings.. sweets... ALL SMILES
and the cow cheese bag i decided to give her.. and terrible her who kept the biggest secret from us!! u bitch.. wahhaha

no pics of gracie cause she was busy gossiping with jeff.. bloody bitch.. haha...
and MUMMY kepy moonkcake for me!!!! freezed them!!!! whee... no snowskin though..

janice... has a big mouth.... meeting michelle. wilford and chai for another round of eating.. die la...

This is seriously a LOOONNGGG POST...

i've finally had time to sit down and blog... it was great going back for band.. looking at them do formations..

i missed hugging farzana and ben... (my new fit ben. all trained from navy!!) the others looked at me and thought i was going to eat them when i reached out for a hug... so a weird unfamiliar handshake played the role.. as ben puts it, Singaporeans are a bunch of people who don't hang their emotions on their sleeves.


It was nice surprising everyone and myself to the weird position i put myself in. I felt i was neither here nor there. but at least i decided that i will no longer scream at them. no longer tell them what to do. I've not been there for too long, its unfair. i will do the underground work.. help with the uniform and to me.. it doesn't matter who gets the credit.. I've had enough. Australia has made me see much more than garnering credit.


i miss Australia.. for making me a different person. looking at things differently. i miss my messy table while studying...
i miss conny and her smoking at the balcony...
This was conny's cooking for our flat dinner: Rice dumplings with beef stew
MY FAVOURITE: Kaiserschmarrn...
i miss the pink skies.... during dusk...
i miss my toilet... that looks super dodgy...
i miss laughing at chai. CHAI COOKING!!!! OMELETTE= CHINESE SCRAMBLED EGGS. (its ok chai.. at least u tried)
my flight home.. with uncle sean... hahha... THANKS LUCIUS:
for sending me to the airport... after 2 hrs of sleep playing mahjong!!!!

AND FINALLY I GET TO SEE MY HUBBY!!!!

hubby's NS uniform...
i missed you...
heeeee..........
finally i can smile... bleh....

sometimes.. i don't understand my parents... to them i'm like a 15 yr old.. i'm like a playgirl to them cause i change bfs... hai... how will i ever convince them??

janice.. off to meet janelle and gracie!!!

i'm back in SINGAPORE..

was back on friday the 30th...

but i didn't tell anyone besides my darling... ben... my besties... and jian feng.. and...

yup.. it was really really hectic...

i've met up with hubby the night i came back.. and MIA cause i had so much to do...

so.. i'm now so tired...

janice.. more updates soon... lazy...