hearing the annoying club music on the other end while u are yelling hello.

knowing that you are at our special place.

makes me wanna sit here and sulk.

but i'm too damn tired..

janice. all done with algae. taven and shopping here i come!!

don't you just hate when someone peeks at your computer screen from your back and comments on whatever u are viewing?

i hate it.

privacy please?

i'm such a bitch. thank you.

why must my past keep haunting me?

can i ever believe u have given up?

- janice

Finally... i have some time.. a tiny bit...

spent my dinner last night at lucius' place with chia, lester, betsy and peggy... and finally at 9pm.. we had dinner.. after deciding that we had enough of algae report... (i'm almost done!!!.. cheers!! i'm sick and tired of Bio301) and we had dinner at northbridge.. Singapore China Town Restaurantand we had food.... sizzling tofu... crispy cuttlefish.. soft shell crab... crispy chicken and sambal kang kong... (its making me hungry now!!) it was a bit too much msg..

and i just came back from sharon's flat... watched saw 2 and dog-sat her friend's (bernice) dog.. sophie.. so cuuttee.... and naughty!!! i tell you.. i love the freaking script writers of saw.. but when u come think about it.. they are seriously sick man.. so much blood and... eww... but it was a not bad movie... nothing compared to saw 1. still my fav... saw 4 is coming out soon i guess...

Lets move on to non gore stuff... SOPHIE... she kept eating out of the floor.. and we had to check her mouth... oh man...
and willford wrestling with her.. haha.. not to mention she is just a lovable puppy...
and she does NOT follow you on walks.. haiyoh....
i love her soft and fluffy ears... she looks like a big ROUND ball...
lovable face with a pink nose.. even jules the dog hater took her out when she smoked.. jules says she looks retarded... oh well.. haha.. i seriously need to continue my studies.. these few days have seriously been slacking doing assignments.. i have missed like a few tuts and lecs this 2 weeks... shit...

janice.. get well soon hubby...

(darling said: men's health had an article that kissing reduces sinus!!! kiss more people!)

i have a tracking device on my blog..


and someone has been running through my archives..


and there are currently only 2 people that i know who will do that..


i'm not an ignorant fool..


and i will not like you..


just give up all hopes.


janice.. too busy to blog now... hubby is the sweetest... :)

hidden love is always the sweetest.

i miss the times when we were close but not this close.

the weird agony of wanting to take a step forward

the pain of being pulled away

the blurness of the relationship

the laughter we shared

the tickles we attacked

the races in basement 2

dozing off on your shoulder

your comforting chest on my ill stricken days

your stride beside when the rain falls

your voice when my tears fall

your anger when i hide my fears

the days when we were in ambiguity.

oh how i miss them. they simply pale to this slimy pink algae report.

janice. another 27 days. wait for me with open arms. i will be there.

darling is bathing now..

i'm waiting for him..

to come talk to me online... ( shit to all ur dirty minds..)

today was another lazy day...

i just drank watercress soup...

i think my cooking has improved..

janice is happy. are u? randomsss...

i have my insecurities... will i ever fit into your environment? will i even need to try? am i hiding a tear behind my smile?

can i continue to smile? I'm scared. can i just hide?

janice.. need to do my algae report.. school is just as tiring..

Just grabbed the pics from jules' blog.. the best thing is that she has edited them.. thanks jules!! (i'm sucha polite person... give credit)

We are seriously the most annoying people.. wahaha.. dinner parties that make other people drool at my door..

I'm so freaking lazy to hail my butt to get my algae report done.. maybe i should have just gone to learn culinary.. too bad.. its way to late.. i'll figure cooking out...

PICTURES!!!(going in a 'S' shape) thats michelle and wilford in the kitchen... chai and I... michelle frying stuff.. KANGAROO MEAT... cookies.. and our feast.. we're da coolest bunch of people... i'm in lame mode today
thats michelle and a dumb face.. (tak glam lar).. and fat me... more of our feast and the menu... steamboat... michelle and i.. and my ngoh niang.. I MADE IT!! (so proud of myself.. )
chai.. claiming thats she is so full with a tummy... our feast-ed.. jules and michelle.. jules the smoker.. and michelle and sharon!!
this whole pic is us forgetting about the kangaroo steak in the oven.. it looked like char siew.. and us eating the steak.. its not too bad.. seriously...
and this is R and R... CHAI CARRIED ME LA.... OMG.... it was seriously funny... and wilford the mystery... lastly.. jules and her flexi-leg... *sniggers

after that.. we just talked about so much stuff.. it was kinda exciting how we recalled how we met each other initially... (real life friendster.. so cliche...) and now we are friends.. damn cool... and the meet up back in sg..

religion took up a major part of the talk.. with housing... and ghost shit... i tell u... i hate them.. i can't sleep la... CB.... and of course the 'sensored' stuff..

thats all.. brain is too wonky.. to think of anything

okie.. i have a love (hate) relationship.. darling smsed.. great to have some communication..

hey hey..

i'm super woozy now.. haha..

just spent the night and morning with the warm people in my life.. michelle.. shazzy.. jules.. chai and wilford..

we stopped talking at like 7am...

so much we discussed.. and laughed...

but wait till i get pictures from 'jules the big tits'.. haha.. (its just an excuse.. i'm currently too lazy to describe..)

jules complains that i have too many pics of MYSLEF on my blog... I MUST FEED MY NARCISSIC behavior...

janice... darling just smsed!! *smiles... zzz

I just knicked the photos from last friday's dinner party from jules' blog...

Look at the amount of food and desserts we had... wilford hiding from the camera again...
The sushi... mashed potatoes.. soup... sticky date pudding.. blueberry mousse... coke chicken and sashimi (missing from pic)... cookies.. jules ate till she puked... literally... stuffed jules..
janice... tmr is fun day again.. wahhaha

my body has taken a turn for the weird!

tummy rumbles and i'm super not hungry... but i still eat la.. hai...

haven't slept in days..

studied till 6am this morning.. this is where procrastination brings me...

if there is anyone to blame for the torture i'm suffering.. it can only be myself..

sometimes i can't understand how people can enter a relationship with the note that they will eventually breakup.. or they know they can never trust that person completely..

why? just for the sudden cravings. the current happiness. the short term feel goodness.

isn't it stupid to focus time in something that will never bear fruits?

well.. is love really blind? is there love? if u like someone. is that enough for 2 people to come together to forge a 'future'?

WTF is wrong with people around me?

and i the only sane person?? with less than a few hrs of sleep?

called my gracie just now.. miss my besties like hell!!

janice. another 2 days.. till i hear the voice that puts me to ease....