hey hey..

i'm super woozy now.. haha..

just spent the night and morning with the warm people in my life.. michelle.. shazzy.. jules.. chai and wilford..

we stopped talking at like 7am...

so much we discussed.. and laughed...

but wait till i get pictures from 'jules the big tits'.. haha.. (its just an excuse.. i'm currently too lazy to describe..)

jules complains that i have too many pics of MYSLEF on my blog... I MUST FEED MY NARCISSIC behavior...

janice... darling just smsed!! *smiles... zzz

I just knicked the photos from last friday's dinner party from jules' blog...

Look at the amount of food and desserts we had... wilford hiding from the camera again...
The sushi... mashed potatoes.. soup... sticky date pudding.. blueberry mousse... coke chicken and sashimi (missing from pic)... cookies.. jules ate till she puked... literally... stuffed jules..
janice... tmr is fun day again.. wahhaha

my body has taken a turn for the weird!

tummy rumbles and i'm super not hungry... but i still eat la.. hai...

haven't slept in days..

studied till 6am this morning.. this is where procrastination brings me...

if there is anyone to blame for the torture i'm suffering.. it can only be myself..

sometimes i can't understand how people can enter a relationship with the note that they will eventually breakup.. or they know they can never trust that person completely..

why? just for the sudden cravings. the current happiness. the short term feel goodness.

isn't it stupid to focus time in something that will never bear fruits?

well.. is love really blind? is there love? if u like someone. is that enough for 2 people to come together to forge a 'future'?

WTF is wrong with people around me?

and i the only sane person?? with less than a few hrs of sleep?

called my gracie just now.. miss my besties like hell!!

janice. another 2 days.. till i hear the voice that puts me to ease....

i've just submitted my Bioprocessing website last night.. 2 mins after the due time.. oh well.. and i've a test tmr.. for marketing.. seriously so tired... and another report on algae due on monday!! what serious crap university is... (i'm such not a nerd... maybe?)

*i'm actually listening to online lecture and blogging.. applause please??

but some pictures that i've taken over the week... (or so...)

orange bell peppers???must buy for fung kor!! wahaha..
and ball chillis... haha..

i've realised that i've been updating my blog about weird stuff i see here.. how interesting.... hmmm

and THE STRAITS TIMES!!!!!!! no.. they DO NOT SELL IT HERE.. dream on... jia lin went back to Singapore for a wedding. so sharon went to pick her and she brought the papers back... i didn't read it though... but looking at it made me miss home...
i miss my darling... i hate field camps.. this time is today till saturday.. be safe k?...

i just have that sudden feeling of lost.. i was watch oprah today (ya.. very auntie right??.. ) anyways. it was the episode on how women have been lying to the world/ people around them about how happy they are.. how they have a perfect marrige and stuff.. i guess we are all like that to a cetain extent.. but at least when i ask myself now.. i know that i'm happy from deep down inside.. darling and i do have problems.. and jokes that went a tiny bit too far.. but i'm learning..

i can never forget you.. be safe always....

janice... i'm seriously looking forward for dinner party on friday.. hmm... and shopping next weekend.. till then.. STUDY LAR!! and do algae report... *frowns

PS: thanks to eng jing for buying my lab coat for me in TP... :) i suddenly have a craving for prawn crackers... *pouts...

still have no mood to complete this bloody website..

grrrr..

listening and addicted to "Tu Veneno" by Natalia Orerio.. i have no idea what she is singing in spanish but its really a hot hot hot song.. i'll ask jess.. its really great to have people that speak different languages in the same place.. cool.. Veneno is poison in spanish.. evil...yum...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=05BLPpdV67o

will and michelle have been addicted to speaking hokkien lately to the dismay to jules and chai.. haha..

i think coming here i've really grown so much as a person. but i wanna go home to be my darling's princess and daddy's girl.. hehe.. i love to be loved.. oh well.. i guess that part of me will never change in time to come.

sometimes i felt like was a slut. really. i need a guy in my life. but this time, this relationship is different.

i've never felt so serious in a relationship. i want this to go on

f o r e v e r

thanks darling: for being the man in my life. i've been thinking, maybe all the time i've needed a man instead of a boy. i've moved on from the relationships in the past taken a level up in my view of a relationship. of being able to share good and bad times and being able to laugh at bad times when they are all over. with my hand in his hand. with his arms around me.

janice. thank u for being my prince. not only in the dreams. in life. in reality. i love u.

2 days of boozing makes me ill...

wah.. i'm seriously tired.. but gotta do assignments!!

and day light savings starts today.. so perth is 1 hr faster than singapore.. DON FREAKING HELL CALL ME AT 12mn!!! its 1am here!!!

i had a dinner party at my place on friday.. best!!! with michelle wilford sharon jules chai shalini carole and i. the games were damn fun.. drank again...

*pics when i grab them from jules...

and last night i went to a halloween party.. cool!!! *spooky... at some part boring...

i went as an evil doctor with sharon as a green fairy (absynth)
Me and michelle the emo dead school girl and jia lin the hot slut...
chai as pete doherty... *sizzling hot!! (in ricky's harvey norman shirt)
sharon's greeennnn wings.. haha... and some of everyone...thats me in the toilet.... and me... preety right!!?? (lame... so bimbotic)

i'm tired...

life is such a skank now.. i'm uber pissed with the person that sleeps in the same room as me. i simply am too tired to be bothered with her naive-ness and brain-less. i am just annoyed at the sight of an inconsiderate person. oh well.. i shall close my eyes and meditate. (like real) and continue with this super duper dumb website!! (imagine janice_ super NON IT savy- doing a website.. ) i was soooooo tempted to just ask ralph can a do a blog instead.. but i succummed to peer pressure. david is the world's most annoying idiot. and i need to stop signing into facebook. my few interllectual moments. *cheers to my new found 'peace'

janice... can't wait for to to wake up and call!!

My surprise...

I love my hubby.. and his nice contented smile...

lets begin with my little surprise..

takes present from wen yan.. and opens plastic bag...
"eh.. whats this?? why is there an air mail sticker... could it be from darling?? hmm.." *smiles
"OMFG!! its from darling.. open...." *more smiles "hmm... what did darling write.." *read read... "aww.. my darling is so sweet..." *xiao xi xi...* (smiles sweetly)and the poor pals having to give light to the king of the night.. haha...
and they pillow rowdees printed for him.. *sweets...

Lets just recap all the pressies my darling received...

1. the pillow with rowdees photos.. *more smiles...

2. Braun buffel wallet..Opens.. and smiles...3. with 4 starhub calling cards and our pics.. so sweet!! (darling still has the habit of sitting with legs w i d e open)4. and wen yan presenting darling the pressie again.. officially.. *is my darling tearing?? hmm.....and the night ended/ morning started with liquor.. my drunk darling..

janice... so contented to see ur smile..

*lucius says i'm super "hiao".. so what.. i love myself.. to a certain extent.. haha*

weather was 29 today.. HOT.. haha.. and i slept in the afternoon again..

after washing my sheets and darling... i came home and slept from 3 to 6... ops.. and it was HOT.. reminded me of home.. and i dreamt of so many people that i can't rem who.. haha..

thanks wilFORD for dinner.. super nice soup!!

and...

i saw another lizard today!! in village.. i nearly stepped on it... and it spat its ugly blue tougue 1 cm apart from my toe.. hmm.... i wanna keep one at home to eat all the flies..

wen yan will send me pics soon!! yay... Lurve her!!

i need to get on with assignments...

hai..

janice.. happy birthday again darling..

*strangles.. hehe

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY DARLING!!! LOVE U..

janice.. why field camp today?? i miss your voice..

heaps and tons of homework

won't be listening to that sleepy voice from Tuesday to Friday.. FIELD CAMP!!

next week i can slash another 4 days off too.. another field camp.. my poor boy..

sometimes life just seems a bit depressing.

I NEED TO PASS THIS BLOODY UNIT!!!!

i have 1 website. 1 group project report. 1 individual project report. and 1 exam in 3 weeks. FOR THE SAME ANNOYING BIO301!!! BIOPROCESSING AND BIOREMEDIATION!! arrghghghghg.... and not to mention another test next thursday..

how i wish to go home.. i'm succumbing under pressure.. On a much lighter note: I SAW A BLUE TONGUED LIZARD!! wild.. in school!! WELCOME TO THE OUTBACK!! haha.. cool man.. its really ugly.. but interesting..

But i've missed and will miss so many birthdays. Janelle's, Darling's, Er jie's, Fung Kor's..... etc...

*pout

i'll patiently wait for the pics.. let wen yan finish her assignments first.. my naughty boy.. insisted that he go ask her.. (thank god he didn't).. no rush anyway.. i can imagine what a chaos it was.. haha..

janice.. i miss my baby... u got so drunk.. cheater!!! :)I have never been happier. never smiled so widely. thank you darling.

i think i'm going to curl my hair when i get home.... hmmm