i'm flying.

cause my mission with wen yan was so successful.

well.. its darling's bd on the 24th. his pals celebrated with him on sat. (yesterday). so one month ago. i planned.. i wanted to do something for him. another parcel will burn my bank account. so i designed and printed a card. (i know its sounds cheesy.. but it really looked professional k??!!)mailed it to wen yan. the best part is that boy didn't know everything. i went into his msn to find her email and emailed her. (so smart right? *proud)

and they surprised him.. together with their pressies. they bought him a braun buffel wallet with our pics inside (wen yan asked from me to develop) and 4 calling cards.. so sweet!! and they gave him 2 pillows. one was printed with his rowdees photos and the other with ours. it was seriously so embarrassing.. my fat and ugly face was like plastered all over.. :(

but everything turned out so well.. i'm so happy that darling was grinning from ear to ear. and he got drunk.. haha.. but he is fine now..

i miss his smiling face.. i could hear him smiling over the phone.. and i sort of talked to his friends. (suet jing.. eng kiong.. and his gf.. ) i swear i can't hear.. very 'mummbly'.. it was just ... "hi i'm....... and ....... and..... *pass the phone..... " but it was sweet.. nevertheless...

*photos when wen yan emails them to me..

THANKS SO MUCH GAL!!!

janice.. the darling ( a new facebook addict) is jealous.. haha.. i love u... ur my star..

!!!!KNN!!!!!! CCCBBBBBB!!!!!


ARRRRGH....


FUCKER!!!!

i've never been so annoyed with one person in my whole life. why is she so bloody stupid!!! he was with her just to have sex, was two timing her... i scolded him on behalf of her..

now she is treating him nice again

CCB!!!!!!!


fucker... what a waste of bloody time


nah beh...

arrgh.....

janice... i'm sorry for my language.. i will not pity her or whatsoever anymore...

i miss the one who has the key to my heart.
making u annoyed at me..
i miss tickling your tummy..
i know u miss me too!

i'll be home real soon..

i really planned to fly back.. nearly bought the flights. but too much assignments this week..

so we'll wait till saturday. sorry.

janice.. how i wish 44 days will pass soon. exams and assignments all the way!!

I'm home!!! Finally!!!

its now 1213am.

if it was only for some brainless enjoyment and laughter.

i finished lab at 10pm!!!

by the end, betsy, lucius and i were brain dead.

making dumb jokes.

hungry till we were full.

sick of chemostat.

pondering how to finish this.

planning our post BIO301 party.

and finally went over to lucius' hse for dinner. his hse mate cooked!! so sweet ya!! i forgot how to spell his name. keynan??

thanks dude.. lamb shank stew was good..

janice.. SATURDAY COME!! i can't wait.

well.

these few days have made me into a withered flower.

tests. assignments. no sleep. projects. reports. labs. tutorials. lecturers. eat.

anyway. i was in the lab doing the chemostat projecttill 830pm last night with chia, betsy and lucius. and we finally figured most of the stuff out. after that the guys came over to eat dinner. lucius bought eagle boys pizza... YUMMY!!! and 3 of us whooped 3 pizzas.. wahhaa.. i guess we were just gobbling down everything.

i spoke to chia while waiting for lucius to come back. and i guess he sort of opened my mind a bit. its really how we look at things and how we want things to become. we spoke about how asians tend to stay in the safe zone. he made me see myself in a different light with the australians.

i have learnt much. and talk over pizza was much lighter.. such as strip clubs and etc.. I'M GOING TO ONE!! after exams.. hehe.. just for eye opener.. its like once in a lifetime..

and i have been deprived of sleep again. don't ask. i just say. why worry so much if you can't do anything but wait. only waiting will confirm the result. *ignore my gibberish.

be safe for field camp darling!! can't wait for saturday!!

janice.. no time for pics.. one down another to go!

today was yet another stressful day.

not to mention sunny and hot, the weather has been causing temperatures to rise. the thing with aussie temperatures are; the sun is scorching.. but the wind is cold. so i carry a jacket and pop in on when i'm under the shade. sometimes i wonder how will i cope with summer when temperatures are almost 40 degrees..
my sunnies and me..
gained weight again.. oh well.. stres time coming soon... this few weeks will be filled with assignments due, presentations, tests and finally exams.. i can't seem to start this engine of mine to get my brain to get studying. at least i hailed myself to class today...

its the boy's/ darling's bd next week.. but due to field camp he'll be sleeping in the mud under the stars.. what a different way to celebrate a bd.. haha.. he'll be celebrating with his buddies on sat.. too bad i can't be there... 'maybe i will??' *sniggers..

janice.. really off to study now!!

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i'm so elated to see his reply. like a boulder heaved off my small heart.

even though it was not a good thing. i'm glad we cleared the air.

i've never been so glad to read an upset email. cause now i know the root of the problem.

i can finally breathe freely now.

no more sadness inside me. thanks to janelle for calling, kor for being there online.

can't wait for the next book out to make some difference.. hehe. cause its a special day for my boy.

janice. the gust of oxygen fills my lungs.

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. stop lying.

beauty is in the eyes of majority onlookers. true.

there are people that aren't catergorised into the current so called norms, which would most prob be the majority. size 6 or smaller. wasit 25 or smaller. have an angel like face. look drop dead in all photos from all angles. flat tummy. skinny legs and arms. everyone just pushes them away. everyone seems to be chasing that never ending goal. when will we ever be happy?

i've lost my confidence. sorry.

janice. i. will. never. know.

ps: killer/ rapist has been found. till. no furthur updates. aussie police sux.

my mood has just taken a downslide. so annoyed. because of soccer darling won't have time for me tonight. because of field camp for the next 3 weeks ( 3 to 4 days each week).. i won't be able to hear his voice.. or call him for birthday. i need to find a way to make me happy again.

when i feel like this i feel like drinking alcohol with pills.. thats way too stupid. but i have the feeling. won't do that though.. i wanna live to go home.. and after death of lucky's friend it made me treasure life more.. I JUST WANNA BASH SOMETHING UP!!

on a lighter note. i went with wilford and sharon to walk the hounds again. dog therapy.
will with stanley..

and the rest of the pics are just of the murdoch farm.. maybe i need some fresh air..




janice.. a sigh of sadness..