Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
true?? http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82
Saturday, August 18, 2007
i went to perth city with my flat mates yest.. it made me feel better... i've not much mood to type now with a blocked nose and numb palate... conny didn't go cause she went to the beach with her friends.. but i managed to get a pic with her before she went clubbing at night..
from top right clockwise: conny and me.. lucky and cheryl.. lucky cheryl n i.. and cheryl n i.. we went shopping...
as u can see i'm seriously lazy.. just bought a pair of black jeans... and some other random stuff...
like lucky doing masks
my bpst assignment.. i'm now almost a pro in excel.. hate it...
the nice weather in the bus yesterday... the nice sea...
AND I SAW A MARCHING BAND.. coolll.. it was the salvation army band. i guess one of their high post pearsonnels passed away.. there was a hearse and they played a march in respect..
we den went to this meat butcher... damn stinky... 
then to this cafe to rest eat and watch taiwanese variety shows...
this is me... shit.. i look fatter now...
willford came over for chit chat session with cheryl n i... and he brought beer.. i only drank half cause i was not well.. 
this is mr mystery wilford
from top right clockwise: conny and me.. lucky and cheryl.. lucky cheryl n i.. and cheryl n i.. we went shopping...
as u can see i'm seriously lazy.. just bought a pair of black jeans... and some other random stuff...
like lucky doing masks
my bpst assignment.. i'm now almost a pro in excel.. hate it...
the nice weather in the bus yesterday... the nice sea...
AND I SAW A MARCHING BAND.. coolll.. it was the salvation army band. i guess one of their high post pearsonnels passed away.. there was a hearse and they played a march in respect..
we den went to this meat butcher... damn stinky... then to this cafe to rest eat and watch taiwanese variety shows... this is me... shit.. i look fatter now...willford came over for chit chat session with cheryl n i... and he brought beer.. i only drank half cause i was not well.. this is mr mystery wilfordme... I'M SICK..... BLOCKED NOSE.... FLU......
JANICE... I WANT MY DARLING... I WANT MY MUMMY!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
i went shoppping with lucky yest.. bought tons of vege and meat.. for the week... muahaha.. save money like hell... 
yay.. the sun was so bright... having fun...
and i went to meet stephanie today.. and since she is doing post grad for psycology she was doing testings.. so fun man... saw a new thing today...
they were doing some maths and some numbers thing.. rahh... damn cool..
so cold... haha... had such a tiring lab day today... 5 hours of BPT lab kay@!! i nearly died.. and we've gotta set up our bioreactor.. tmr i'm meeting david and betsy to do assignment.. and i met this guy in the course too (i forgot his name.. chinese name la.. i have no knick for chinese names).. he is a friend of wei loon.. so cool!!
i miss my hubby... tmr he will call.. good luck for sit test and route march darling!! pooorr thing.. he is coughing too.. but i'm so proud of him.. he got a silver for IPPT.. but actually its a gold.. but cause his running.. he ran 10mins 17sec.. (5 points) but to get a gold u need 9min 45sec...
yay.. the sun was so bright... having fun... and i went to meet stephanie today.. and since she is doing post grad for psycology she was doing testings.. so fun man... saw a new thing today...
they were doing some maths and some numbers thing.. rahh... damn cool..
so cold... haha... had such a tiring lab day today... 5 hours of BPT lab kay@!! i nearly died.. and we've gotta set up our bioreactor.. tmr i'm meeting david and betsy to do assignment.. and i met this guy in the course too (i forgot his name.. chinese name la.. i have no knick for chinese names).. he is a friend of wei loon.. so cool!!
i miss my hubby... tmr he will call.. good luck for sit test and route march darling!! pooorr thing.. he is coughing too.. but i'm so proud of him.. he got a silver for IPPT.. but actually its a gold.. but cause his running.. he ran 10mins 17sec.. (5 points) but to get a gold u need 9min 45sec...mummy is sick too.. i called home just now.. she has dizzy spells.. haiyah.. i must get good grades!!!! I LOVE U MUMMY!!
janice... syafiq is supposed to send me the SYF06 video.. i wanna watch... youtube is too ex.. some one send to my email... pls?
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Fiq just emailed this to me!! so noglastic...
50 things you ought to know if you were born in the1970s/1980s.. i'm NOT that old!!!
1. You grew up watching He-man, Captain Planet, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.. my ringtone is captain planet!!!
2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. i only remember washing clothes!!
3. You know what SBC stands for. singapore broadcasting center!!
4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class. i prefered choc!!
5. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school. people had phones in sec school quite rampantly at my time
6. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed.. can remember the bus.. not the beep.. ahaa
7. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. ya.. cool lor
8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. i only donated $1
9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. MY FAVORITES!! i just threw my vinny book away
10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery. not that old.. bahh
11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. i watched my first movie in sec 2.. dunno whats the price.. i didn't pay..
12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.. nah...
13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.. maybe... ahahha
14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week. Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. i also like bibi.. whee...
15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you. not too sure... hmm
16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.. yep yep
17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. REALLY?? i didn't know...
18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative. i learnt to curse in spf.. corrupted school..
19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word. not the mention the victory sign!!
20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. yah.... eww
21. CDIS were your bestfriend. wad??
22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16bit colours walking about trying to teach you maths. nah.. i used proper computers in pri school
23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. buy a sling for a dollar!!
24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court. men and balls...
25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too... five stones... i was a pro..
26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. i remember picking angsana seeds
27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks? not to mention xiao ming and xiao li
28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Biologist/Botanist etc. i think i have 3 badges.. botanist.. zoologist.. and biologist
29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. and sweets!!
30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. don think so...
31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. I HATE BATA!!!
32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English. yeah... talent!!
33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. same as the aboved...
34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. nah.. i'll take the school bus.. hehe.. princess...
35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm. i also want that now!!!
36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. ting xie... and times table...
37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. i only had $1
38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall. nope.. mine was Ong Teng Chong
39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. eeeeeeeeeee.. hahha
40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.
41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.
42. Autograph books were loaded with 'Best Wishes', 'Forget Me Not', and small poems like 'Bird fly high, hard catch. Friends like you, hard to forget'. surprisingly.. i still have them
43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say 'You talk somemore, I write your name ah!' my class monitor was john... haha
44. There were at least 40 people in one class. sometimes i had 42.. and i'll be the last few... TEO..
45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried. i can't rem mine
50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. noooo... i knew how to pack k!!
just to add one more!!
51. center parting hair and high socks were IN
okay... thats it.. ahaha
Spread this heart warming message around, you don't get something like this very often. ;)
janice... gotta call home!!
50 things you ought to know if you were born in the1970s/1980s.. i'm NOT that old!!!
1. You grew up watching He-man, Captain Planet, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.. my ringtone is captain planet!!!
2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. i only remember washing clothes!!
3. You know what SBC stands for. singapore broadcasting center!!
4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class. i prefered choc!!
5. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school. people had phones in sec school quite rampantly at my time
6. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed.. can remember the bus.. not the beep.. ahaa
7. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. ya.. cool lor
8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. i only donated $1
9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. MY FAVORITES!! i just threw my vinny book away
10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery. not that old.. bahh
11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. i watched my first movie in sec 2.. dunno whats the price.. i didn't pay..
12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.. nah...
13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.. maybe... ahahha
14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week. Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. i also like bibi.. whee...
15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you. not too sure... hmm
16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.. yep yep
17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. REALLY?? i didn't know...
18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative. i learnt to curse in spf.. corrupted school..
19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word. not the mention the victory sign!!
20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. yah.... eww
21. CDIS were your bestfriend. wad??
22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16bit colours walking about trying to teach you maths. nah.. i used proper computers in pri school
23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. buy a sling for a dollar!!
24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court. men and balls...
25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too... five stones... i was a pro..
26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. i remember picking angsana seeds
27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks? not to mention xiao ming and xiao li
28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Biologist/Botanist etc. i think i have 3 badges.. botanist.. zoologist.. and biologist
29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. and sweets!!
30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. don think so...
31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. I HATE BATA!!!
32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English. yeah... talent!!
33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. same as the aboved...
34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. nah.. i'll take the school bus.. hehe.. princess...
35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm. i also want that now!!!
36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. ting xie... and times table...
37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. i only had $1
38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall. nope.. mine was Ong Teng Chong
39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. eeeeeeeeeee.. hahha
40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.
41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.
42. Autograph books were loaded with 'Best Wishes', 'Forget Me Not', and small poems like 'Bird fly high, hard catch. Friends like you, hard to forget'. surprisingly.. i still have them
43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say 'You talk somemore, I write your name ah!' my class monitor was john... haha
44. There were at least 40 people in one class. sometimes i had 42.. and i'll be the last few... TEO..
45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried. i can't rem mine
50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. noooo... i knew how to pack k!!
just to add one more!!
51. center parting hair and high socks were IN
okay... thats it.. ahaha
Spread this heart warming message around, you don't get something like this very often. ;)
janice... gotta call home!!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I just had dinner with sean, wilford (singaporeans).. su-ann(malaysian) and steven(mauritiusian) at a chinese restaurant in Kardinya.. the food was GOOD... haha... and we were their first customers are reopening at 5pm... by the time it was 630.. it was PACKED... 
crackers for appetizer... not bad...
STEAMBOAT!!!! happiness man...
boilin soup... we just threw everything in and let it boil.. then EAT!!!
and we also had chicken with ginger and spring onions and stir fried kai-lan with garlic.. and for 5 people.. we spent $55.. cheap man... for a restaurant... then we went to buy alcohol at route 66... the went to IGA supermarket to buy groceries... then we walked back to the student village while sean took a bus back home.. haha.. he was so upset..
after that i went to will's flat to see see.. and talk and drink.. cause their flat houses 8 single rooms.. ITS DAMN BIG.. and DAMN NICE... not like mine... but i have damn nice house mates.. bahh... and i love sharing room with lucky.. yay!! this is their hall.. and their toilets and kitchen and rooms are so much better... they pay more.. so ya.. i'm happy with what i have... just drank 1 bottle den came back... school's on tmr..
if u are wondering why there is no human photos.. they all are camera shy.. bahh..
darling just booked in.. he is calling later.. yay.. and he sent me a very sweet email.. with a very sweet song... he didn;t have time to write a full email.. but i guess the song summed everything up..
AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS
"Warmness On The Soul"
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
janice... i love YOU too
crackers for appetizer... not bad...
STEAMBOAT!!!! happiness man...
boilin soup... we just threw everything in and let it boil.. then EAT!!!
and we also had chicken with ginger and spring onions and stir fried kai-lan with garlic.. and for 5 people.. we spent $55.. cheap man... for a restaurant... then we went to buy alcohol at route 66... the went to IGA supermarket to buy groceries... then we walked back to the student village while sean took a bus back home.. haha.. he was so upset..
after that i went to will's flat to see see.. and talk and drink.. cause their flat houses 8 single rooms.. ITS DAMN BIG.. and DAMN NICE... not like mine... but i have damn nice house mates.. bahh... and i love sharing room with lucky.. yay!! this is their hall.. and their toilets and kitchen and rooms are so much better... they pay more.. so ya.. i'm happy with what i have... just drank 1 bottle den came back... school's on tmr..if u are wondering why there is no human photos.. they all are camera shy.. bahh..
darling just booked in.. he is calling later.. yay.. and he sent me a very sweet email.. with a very sweet song... he didn;t have time to write a full email.. but i guess the song summed everything up..
AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS
"Warmness On The Soul"
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
janice... i love YOU too
the weather is fine today.. it was freezing last night.. willford came over to pass me money and talked and ate.. haha.. and we discussed having dinner tonight.. so sean... will and i are going to kardinya to have dinner tonight.. not sure if there are other coming along.. its nice to have singaporean friends here.. and sean's gf is coming at the end of this month for his birthday.. so bloody sweet.... arrgh.. my birthday is oso at that time!!! WAHHHHH
anyway.. since studying was so boring.. haha.. i 'insulted' my darling's evil twin... haha
haha... ops...
anyway.. since studying was so boring.. haha.. i 'insulted' my darling's evil twin... haha
haha... ops... ok.. gotta get back to study.. woke up today to WASH THE BLOODY TOILET.. my duty this week.. haha.. wahh i seriously dunno how long the toilet has not been washed.. i nearly DIED... after that i talked to darling for a while.. so sweet.. he is going home later den he'll book in tonight.. so fast.. time flies.. soon i'll be home!!
the weather has been cold... but i'm surving... no worries..
janice... CHIONG AR.. study study.. book worm...
Friday, August 10, 2007
i'm so bloody sleepy
in hibernation mode..
zzz...
it was raining the whole day and temps were like 10 degrees..
and now... its 5 degrees.. and guess what.. my heater is dead.. how fun...
went to garden city with su-ann (new friend from malaysia).. wilford and sean today.. its a huge shopping center and we were frozen when we got there cause its raining and we were wet.. the wind is too strong for umbrellas here.. so... ya... windbreakers are your best bet.. but ur thighs down will get wet.. i was FROZEN...
but had fun.. ate the KFC here... walked around.. and the shop staff at liqour land didn't allow me to buy alcohol.. needed my passport.. my murdoch card cannot.. my singapore IC cannot... everything cannot... sianz...
oh well...
i slept 2 hrs plus just now... caught a chill.. alright now.. back to studies...
janice... i love u...
in hibernation mode..
zzz...
it was raining the whole day and temps were like 10 degrees..
and now... its 5 degrees.. and guess what.. my heater is dead.. how fun...
went to garden city with su-ann (new friend from malaysia).. wilford and sean today.. its a huge shopping center and we were frozen when we got there cause its raining and we were wet.. the wind is too strong for umbrellas here.. so... ya... windbreakers are your best bet.. but ur thighs down will get wet.. i was FROZEN...
but had fun.. ate the KFC here... walked around.. and the shop staff at liqour land didn't allow me to buy alcohol.. needed my passport.. my murdoch card cannot.. my singapore IC cannot... everything cannot... sianz...
oh well...
i slept 2 hrs plus just now... caught a chill.. alright now.. back to studies...
janice... i love u...
Thursday, August 09, 2007
i've been so busy.. with studies and making friends.. and settling all the admin matters.. ALL ALONE okay... i've been so independent till a point till i feel i'm freaky...
its so great to talk to darling for awhile last night and quite long this afternoon.. hee.. sweets... and he recieved my love letter.. but it was opened.. his mummy read it... ARRGH.. so damn paisei now... wahhhhh.. sobs sobs... but she didn't say anything... ops.. sorry darling...
anyway.. i love the wildlife here... so together with the nature...
a little bird on the window sill of my room
a forest route that i now take to school.. its a short cut... and so zen... wahahha
happy national singapore... haha.. we watched the NDP together... haha.. THIS YEAR'S NDP IS JUST GREAT!!!! LOVE IT... esp the sea land and sky armed forces.. COOL
saying the pledge and singing national anthem...
just talked to sister.. will have some money probs at home.. cause mummy's shop space is going to be sold.. and she will stop work in 1 yr.. so no one is bring the bread (cum my school fees).. its all my parents savings... i'll have to save up and scrimp here...
janice... in times of difficulty.. and a bit sick... back to studies...
its so great to talk to darling for awhile last night and quite long this afternoon.. hee.. sweets... and he recieved my love letter.. but it was opened.. his mummy read it... ARRGH.. so damn paisei now... wahhhhh.. sobs sobs... but she didn't say anything... ops.. sorry darling...
anyway.. i love the wildlife here... so together with the nature...
a little bird on the window sill of my room
a forest route that i now take to school.. its a short cut... and so zen... wahahha
happy national singapore... haha.. we watched the NDP together... haha.. THIS YEAR'S NDP IS JUST GREAT!!!! LOVE IT... esp the sea land and sky armed forces.. COOL
saying the pledge and singing national anthem...
just talked to sister.. will have some money probs at home.. cause mummy's shop space is going to be sold.. and she will stop work in 1 yr.. so no one is bring the bread (cum my school fees).. its all my parents savings... i'll have to save up and scrimp here... janice... in times of difficulty.. and a bit sick... back to studies...
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
life has been quite a torture. behind this happy facade i shall hide.
i have to admit this new environment is kinda overwhelming
but i've gotta say i've done pretty well coping without darling
"from july 14 till july 26 i survived talking to darling for less than half hour a day
on july 27 we talked a while longer
from july 27 till july 29 we had no contact due to the systems here
from july 30 till Aug 1 i called him everynight
on Aug 2 i only managed to sms him twice
since then.. i've yet to have any contact with him... its been 5 days"
i can't wait for tmr.. another 27 hours more.. COMEON.. i wan DLS NOW!!)
maybe i was really crying when i was choppping onions yesterday.. a way to hide my fear
school has been hectic... and i'm going to study damn hard.. i've been revising before lectures and doing tutorials much earlier...
i'm so tired... haven been eating alot.. just enough to keep me going.. i studied till 130 last night... just ate some dinner.. going to bathe and study again...
seriously i kinda hate being in advanced standing.. cause since i'm going to final year classes.. most of the bloody science people have thier own cliques and they just ignore me.. treat me like i'm some alien... and i go to lecs alone cause there is NO ONE taking the exact same combi as me. i miss poly life...
kor.. jia ying.. fatimah.. liza.. xinyi.. yinky.. i miss the people that used to sit beside me...
i'm learning to be a loner... but i've made some nice people from my tuts like jess.. and some of the singaporean guys doing forensic i met in day 1.. wildford (idiot that called me JASMINE... sian) and sean.. had a nice talk with them.. at least i feel more at home.. will meet them for dinner soon...
janice.. mugger... FUCK... more tea pls!!!! Distinctions.... arrgh...
loves
i have to admit this new environment is kinda overwhelming
but i've gotta say i've done pretty well coping without darling
"from july 14 till july 26 i survived talking to darling for less than half hour a day
on july 27 we talked a while longer
from july 27 till july 29 we had no contact due to the systems here
from july 30 till Aug 1 i called him everynight
on Aug 2 i only managed to sms him twice
since then.. i've yet to have any contact with him... its been 5 days"
i can't wait for tmr.. another 27 hours more.. COMEON.. i wan DLS NOW!!)
maybe i was really crying when i was choppping onions yesterday.. a way to hide my fear
school has been hectic... and i'm going to study damn hard.. i've been revising before lectures and doing tutorials much earlier...
i'm so tired... haven been eating alot.. just enough to keep me going.. i studied till 130 last night... just ate some dinner.. going to bathe and study again...
seriously i kinda hate being in advanced standing.. cause since i'm going to final year classes.. most of the bloody science people have thier own cliques and they just ignore me.. treat me like i'm some alien... and i go to lecs alone cause there is NO ONE taking the exact same combi as me. i miss poly life...
kor.. jia ying.. fatimah.. liza.. xinyi.. yinky.. i miss the people that used to sit beside me...
i'm learning to be a loner... but i've made some nice people from my tuts like jess.. and some of the singaporean guys doing forensic i met in day 1.. wildford (idiot that called me JASMINE... sian) and sean.. had a nice talk with them.. at least i feel more at home.. will meet them for dinner soon...
janice.. mugger... FUCK... more tea pls!!!! Distinctions.... arrgh...
loves
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