never ask if they are 'ok' because it obviously isn't when someone is in tears..
anyway.
Happy Chinese New Year, i hate hate hate CNY.
because its spells nothing but trouble.
All the cooking, washing, cleaning for people that don't appreciate the evil we go through.
for some of the people whose company i resent. well lunar new year marks a dreading point for me, though spare cash comes in little pockets of red, at the end i'm more exhausted than working. i return to work from a public holiday not rejuvenised but fatigue.
rather a waste of time. i feel Chinese celebrations have lost all their meaning, what happened to spending quality family time wrapping dumplings? laughing throwing flour. (ok fine a bit too drama). But this year it was spent a bit more with hock and my lovelies (you know who you are!) and rowdees.
update more when i get home.
janice. leaving is the beginning of returning.
