blogger hasn't been working for a long time, so i've been contemplating to change to wordpress. kirke helped me with brainstorming the URL so once its up and running i'll go over to wordpress. i'm sick of the nonsense blogger has been up to.

anyway. my birthday is in 3 days or more like 2 days. but so what? so what to the day i was born. there doesn't seem to be much celebration, or maybe i can't be bothered so the people around me are laissez faire about it.

but really, this birthday reminds me of so many sad things that it its painful to even think of. it reminds me of perth, the people there, my last birthday when kirke and rob jammed their basses to sing me a song, the limo and the party. it reminds me of all my awesome friends (and Hock) that are not in Singapore. it reminds me what i've given up. and it reminds me of people that are too caught up with everything else. maybe its just me feeling unimportant and unloved. maybe its just supposed to be like this when you get old. when all the people around you start to have jobs and families and then everything else seems so unimportant. there isn't a blame to push around. because this is life.

will i be like this in time to come? when the great 22 comes?? it seems like i'm still young. it seems that is.

i feel like going out for a drink now.


maybe i need a pet.

janice. too many maybe-s

I'm going to HUAT AR!
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why? because hock called me and the phone number was? twelve eights.bizarre!!!! was damn freaked out to answer the phone (though the 7th month isn't here YET!) ah, why why why did they invent the 7th month. WHY!??

talking about hock ang teo. i really feel life is getting so difficult without him. day by day. but i guess we will/ must get by it. another 4 more months.

anyway, it was my beloved janelle's birthday yesterday and we celebrated for her. at home. which was really fun. i guess it beats going out sometimes. though we slogged to make dinner and played with her niece judith.
and grace actually cooked. GRACE COOKING. with ting xuan and i watching over her like eagles. haha.
and the food was actually not bad! wontons (fried and boiled), cold tofu, sweet and sour fish, stir fried greens with mushrooms and pork with sze chuan veg. dessert: honeydew sago.. we were super duper full.
then we just cam whored and played with judith. ahaha. she is such a cutie. now i realise how fast time has passed, how fast kids grow up, how we seem to have forgotten alot of things that we have taken for granted. relationships are a funny thing. everyone views them differently, which is good and bad in a way. was happy that bitch ryan could make it, though he is super busy working and filming for his interview.
happy birthday my dear.

janice. what will i do on my birthday? without you again for the third year running.

Hello blog.

this stupid blogger hasn't been well at all. finally its working.

shall add some photos from my meet up with marcus and my dearest azzah. went to the singapore crocodile farm. which was filled with sad looking evil crocs. which i seriously can't differentiate under the blistering sun.
some were awesomely big and some were following me with their eyes.

then we headed to watch GI JOE. omg, lee byung hun is lovely HOTNESS!! and the movie was really enjoyable though we had front row seats. a tad of humour, a tad of seriousness (save the world nonsense), a tad of hotness with my korean God topless. and awesome company.

next was dinner and esplanade to chill at the outdoor theatre to watch bands sing, some dudes sand some really nice oldies.
and we were planning to go prawning, but it was late.

janice. hope my dears stop worrying so much. chillax

i seriously need a happy song.

janice. dull + dull

its been sucha busy weekend.

saw my new baby niece- keira. so cute! she is the most inquistive baby at 1 week. *pictures in my sister's phone.

and i've been helping marcus with homework, glad its almost done. its been a tough weekend without talking to hock. but it was so sweet hearing his voice.

i guess absence makes the heart fonder.

okay, i shall stop typing cause i just hurt my wrist by propping myself up from bed, i think i'm getting too fat. hahaha.

janice. you know i miss you. my mr grumpy.