okay.. called home..

dad would be relatively nice for a while.. haiz..

i'm going to have a nice road trip.. and hopefully my face will clear up soon.. its still damn bad.. i'm so looking forward to the trip with jules, min and zac.. we've planned out a whole range of things to do for the next 3 days then its "ju ju's " birthday..

and i've yet to upload the perth royal show pictures (315 photos with 5 videos).. haha.. which i had tons of fun with wins and min.. and meeting shalini and studs (her show steer- cow) which sadly will be slaughtered after the show. i've been too busy with birthdays..

okay.. sleep!! gotta wake up 6am tmr.. and 2 nights without my hubby pillow. SHIT!- i know i'm damn gross. whatever.

janice.. goodnight paranoid pessimistic me.

there has been way too many things going on.

things at home are not good again. why sometimes must my dad be like that? can't he be a bit more caring for my mum who has broken her leg? why can't G's friend(no names here) just give up on his ex girlfriend that has moved on and stop sulking. why can't J's brother in law be a bit nicer to his mother in law?

WHY ARE MEN ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING.

damn it. i hate this stupid feeling. all the woes coming in my emails, in my phone. but what can i do? i can just sit in front of my laptop typing. trying so hard to move my bound hands. trying so hard to try to solve the problems when more and more just keep coming. i wish i was home now. to look my dad in the eye and make sure he stops bullying my mum, hug my sister when my dad screams at her.

who said i had a perfect life should just go suck themselves. just before my south-west road trip.

janice. and the cycle cycles back.

i've been way too busy lately.. even a half an hour nap seems so short.. arrgh..

so many birthdays.. and i still haven't bought hubby's birthday present.. which is giving me a big headache..

and i've got a whole line of plans for the Holiday next week. though half of them are an confirmed (we are the kings and queens of procrastination and things called "feeling~")

and i've got so much work and tests to finish up. stressed. but suddenly i enjoy being in all this busy-ness, i feel that i won't have that much time to enjoy all these. because soon i'll be leaving this place i've called home. its all about adaptations.

janice. i've miss you so much that it actually hurts to think of you.

i just re- watched the video alex made for my for my 21st party!

OMG.. i nearly cried again.. cause i just realised how skinny i was last time.. haha.. i need to run man.. this is shit man.. zzz..

this week will be and has been damn busy.. more updates soon..

i've got a damn HOT photo of alex.. that i stole.. hahaha.. i cannot stop laughing at this photo.. VERY NICE ALEX!!

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TA DAH!! whaaahahaha.. it just makes my day
this is alex when he is 'normal' if i don't post this good looking one he'll just kill me for tarnishing his image..

janice.. ignorance is bliss

i'm seriously GOD DAMN TIRED.. of all the people that have problems..

OMG..

things back home ain't good man.. and i'm seriously worried.. gotta call home later.. i think i'm like a jinx.. all the bad things seem to be happening to all the people around me.. and me..

my face is still like shit.. everyday i dream of my nice clear face..

janice.. fuck la.. no one will understand...

i'm seriously quite shocked now.. being in the midst and sort of being affected by a financial crisis is quite exciting yet scary.. i'm not allowed to comment on this whole matter.. but i really thank the angel man.

anyway.. i can't do anything now but wait.. so i'll just post up pictures from my shopping trip with alex.. on a budget.. anything over $15 CANNOT BUY! but i ended up buying a pair of sandals for $20.. ops. NO MORE SHOPPING!

i can never get sick of looking at perth.. the wide endless skies with fluffy defined clouds.. everything seems out of a picture.. and i've not digitally touched up any of the photos..
yachts.. i love my camera.. we were on the highway at 100 and i could still get such a clear shot.. :)
perth sea side houses are the prettiest and belong to the rich... but its quite annoying to stay right beside the expressway and train line though..
my shopping buddy for the day..

it was really quite fun shopping with alex... haha.. but we bought got so tired after a while.. and headed home.. paraded on the corridor with our new buys and i just stoned at home.. i'm supposed to be studying for my test on monday.. but.. i have absolutely no mood...
my new sandals.. there was brown.. but since i love green.. i bought green
i bought another blouse and 2 t shirts.. took a pic of this for gracey.. but she wants short sleeves instead. i wear! haha.. and last night.. i looked at one of the new shirts. (i bought a size L) and decided to make it off shoulder.. so i snipped snipped and sewed... and i have a off shoulder t.. :) so proud of my handicraft skills.
janice. i have learnt/ trying to calmly brave the storms.

finally blogger is working.. i woke up at 7am this morning.. no idea why i keep waking up so early.. but its good in a way that i have a terribly long day.. and by like 9pm i'm so so tired and exhausted..

exam timings are out.. biochem 2 paper on the 20th of nov.. marketing research and analysis is on the 24th and consumer behaviour is on the 28th... and i fly home on the 29! set!

its still quite some time away.. but i feel the urgency to study.. and its quite intimidating for me that at the end of next sem.. i'll be full out in the work force.. saving money for my family.. ironically.. it sounds nice to earn my own money in thousands but.. hai.. so fast.. too soon man.. i know that the faster i start working my mum can retire faster.. but its quite scary to be thrown into the working life.

oh well.. ramblings again.. i'm sure when the time comes i'll be more prepared and looking forward to it.

PICTURES FROM YESTERDAY! (i woke up and uploaded the pictures before Internet here becomes crap again)

zac brought us to his Jap restaurant for dinner.. we were supposed to have steamboat.. haha..
but the food was super yummy.. i love the sashimi.. its so different from sinagpore's where they cut it super thin.. the ones here are thick and FRESH!
and we had tons of entrees.. the dinner was really worth the price...
our own mains.. mine was a sashimi set meal.. OMG! it was super super... and i gobbled it up as usual.. while jules just ate hers slowly (savoring every morsel) we were all done.. what gluttons.
i guess only we will understand what lamers we are..
and jules and the kid at the next table.. it was so annoyingly funny.. her expressions that she hates kids interchanging with her smiling at the kid cause the parents were looking.. haahha.. and she tried to scare the kid.. WTH jules.. i'm so not showing my baby to you.. haha..
groupie with bug big smiles.. zac is pimpin'!
and another 3 tiered piggy back.. haha...
birthday man with his g-star jeans!... who misses his baby!!

then we went to maccers for ice cream..
and i don wanna take picture with zac.. or else someone will beat me up.. haha.. i realised that the whole thing about hock and yvonne.. i was seriously damn childish.. its time to grow up.. looking at the whole matter from a third party view makes things so much clearer.. (if you haven't realised.. we were also trying to take a picture of the couple behind that was making out.. and pissing jules off. hahahahah)

and we ended up talking about.. what else. sex. with jules around. what else is funnier.. and zac is da best at feeling "good".. ahhaa

okay.. i've gotta get changed.. SHOPPING.. i've only gone shopping twice this sem..
i miss clubbing with my stupid boy.. in sticky singapore. (senget time to cut ur hair la! haha) *picture stolen from wen yan's birthday bash!

janice. all smiles. happy birthdays!

i just came back from an awesome dinner.. OMG.. i just wasted my 1 hour in the gym today.. but the food was awesome.. (i should try to expand my vocab.. instead of using awesome and damn fun all the time.)

whatever..

thanks zac for the wonderful dinner.. i'm sure you'll see your 'baby' soon.. :)

pictures tmr.. cause blogger is annoying again.. even facebook is so slow.. internet here at 1030 to midnight is shit.. and i seriously hate the new facebook its sickly confusing..

yay!!! i have an extra $200 from hock's IPPT.. whahahahahaha.. MINE!!! ALL MINE!!! and my face is getting better.. and shopping tmr with alex at habourtown.

hee.. then sauna at the gym.. so tonight i'm going to do some reading of my lecture notes.

janice.. hope mummy gets better soon. i love you mummy.

i've learnt that some things are best left alone.

no matter how suffocated you feel, sometimes you must think of the people around you. think of other people, put them before you.

i miss your hands. i miss your laughter. i miss you.

alex and i watched Goong (princess hours) ahhaa.. it was the funniest shit ever... cause mine had no english subtitles.. so i had to translate! ME.. TRANSLATE.. wahhaha.. then he tried a had at it.. we both had a good laugh..

i was just thinking about perth. just thinking that at the end of next sem. my stay here will be over. all these memories. all these. will it seem by then that all these is all a dream? all this fun i'm having will soon be over. i start to think about the people here. i know that i would never see them again at one place ever again. with my friends from Australia, Malaysia, Singapore, America, Austria, Mauritius.. all over the globe. will i ever have a chance to see them again once my degree is over?

all these nice people that have touched my heart in some place, some where. i will really miss them and that makes me treasure what i have now. just the birds, the sound of the rain and wind just make me enjoy my life so much.

just something trivial. alex and i were both discussing the thought of why everyone's birthday seem to be around this period. and we had a conclusion. the parents made us during the long Christmas and new year Holiday. haha.. quite funny.. but not a thought i wanna harbour.

janice. so much thoughts. so much emotions. if only you were here.

i just realised i have tons of photos to upload..

hai.. damn annoyed with alot of things and people at the moment..
but the past week was awesome.. i need to spend more time studying!! well.. since arthur was here.. we had tons of impromptu outings which were absolutely fun..

we woke up at 6am to go to the belmont flea market on sunday..
it was quite fun!! tons of stuff to see.. and tons of cheap cheap stuff..
min and her alcohol..
arthur and his new love..
and i saw tons of pretty flowers!! i ended buying a belt for $3.. thats all.. it was really very entertaining.. and we saw a 24/7 supr'e outlet!! OMG!!!!

then.. to satisfy arthur's craving for oysters.. (secretly we all wanted to eat some too!) haha..
so we went to this wholesale place and bought 3 dozens.. min and i shared 1 dozen and the boys had 1 dozen each.. hahahahaaa.. greeedy pigs.. and we sat at the "park" along the beach and gobbled it up..
fresh!! and the shop cut the lemon for us too.. FOC.. ahh.. perth is such a nice place...

then we went to south beach.
i love the beaches here!
jules and min had a nice time looking.. (can't see? i zoomed in!)
at the yoga man.. hahahahha...

then we decided to do jumping shots.. which i cannot simply jump.. hahaa.. fat legs...
we had such a hard time getting the timing right... arthur...
jules and min
me...
min and i.. haha.. she just said.. keep jumping... jump jump jump...i was laughing so hard..
in conclusion.. jules and i can't jump for nuts..

then i have no idea why we decided to do a 3 tiered piggy back...
first time min and i fell down.. glam.. second time was a success.. and min was trying to be super man!!! OMG!!! - 3 frogs humping.. haha..
then these 2 idiots decided to hump me.. i watched the video and burst out in laughter..
and we saw a pug!! called pepper.. which jules fell in love with.. she seems to be loving animals more and more.. hahahahahaha..
cute right!!!!

that night.. alex and i had pizza out out.. and he was using my camera to take shots of his fav australian idol that he said he will do..
Pretty?? but she was voted out.. poor alex.. he was so sad..
OUR Pizzas.. the boys voted for alex's and jules and min for me.. haha.. and it was my first time making a pizza and i made a mess out of it that everyone thought it was alex's... haha.. ops..

next.. on the 10th.. was zac's bd... he had tons of people that went on a wild goose chase cause he went to send arthur to the airport with jules... haha..
and he received a birthday bash at his other head.. hahha...
the birthday boy!!!

and the next day min helped me bake a cake and an assortment of stuff for him..


such as tiramisu and chocolate squares..

it was such a fun day.. i felt quite bad for zac as he had to come over for his cake instead of us bringing it to him....

that day jules min and i went to jem's place.. to see BAMBI...
she was going back to malaysia that day.. sad.. jems was damn sad...

i have no idea what jules was doing...
but it seemed to entertain zorro and bambi.. haha.
janice.. departures are always sad...