i've just submitted my Bioprocessing website last night.. 2 mins after the due time.. oh well.. and i've a test tmr.. for marketing.. seriously so tired... and another report on algae due on monday!! what serious crap university is... (i'm such not a nerd... maybe?)

*i'm actually listening to online lecture and blogging.. applause please??

but some pictures that i've taken over the week... (or so...)

orange bell peppers???must buy for fung kor!! wahaha..
and ball chillis... haha..

i've realised that i've been updating my blog about weird stuff i see here.. how interesting.... hmmm

and THE STRAITS TIMES!!!!!!! no.. they DO NOT SELL IT HERE.. dream on... jia lin went back to Singapore for a wedding. so sharon went to pick her and she brought the papers back... i didn't read it though... but looking at it made me miss home...
i miss my darling... i hate field camps.. this time is today till saturday.. be safe k?...

i just have that sudden feeling of lost.. i was watch oprah today (ya.. very auntie right??.. ) anyways. it was the episode on how women have been lying to the world/ people around them about how happy they are.. how they have a perfect marrige and stuff.. i guess we are all like that to a cetain extent.. but at least when i ask myself now.. i know that i'm happy from deep down inside.. darling and i do have problems.. and jokes that went a tiny bit too far.. but i'm learning..

i can never forget you.. be safe always....

janice... i'm seriously looking forward for dinner party on friday.. hmm... and shopping next weekend.. till then.. STUDY LAR!! and do algae report... *frowns

PS: thanks to eng jing for buying my lab coat for me in TP... :) i suddenly have a craving for prawn crackers... *pouts...

still have no mood to complete this bloody website..

grrrr..

listening and addicted to "Tu Veneno" by Natalia Orerio.. i have no idea what she is singing in spanish but its really a hot hot hot song.. i'll ask jess.. its really great to have people that speak different languages in the same place.. cool.. Veneno is poison in spanish.. evil...yum...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=05BLPpdV67o

will and michelle have been addicted to speaking hokkien lately to the dismay to jules and chai.. haha..

i think coming here i've really grown so much as a person. but i wanna go home to be my darling's princess and daddy's girl.. hehe.. i love to be loved.. oh well.. i guess that part of me will never change in time to come.

sometimes i felt like was a slut. really. i need a guy in my life. but this time, this relationship is different.

i've never felt so serious in a relationship. i want this to go on

f o r e v e r

thanks darling: for being the man in my life. i've been thinking, maybe all the time i've needed a man instead of a boy. i've moved on from the relationships in the past taken a level up in my view of a relationship. of being able to share good and bad times and being able to laugh at bad times when they are all over. with my hand in his hand. with his arms around me.

janice. thank u for being my prince. not only in the dreams. in life. in reality. i love u.

2 days of boozing makes me ill...

wah.. i'm seriously tired.. but gotta do assignments!!

and day light savings starts today.. so perth is 1 hr faster than singapore.. DON FREAKING HELL CALL ME AT 12mn!!! its 1am here!!!

i had a dinner party at my place on friday.. best!!! with michelle wilford sharon jules chai shalini carole and i. the games were damn fun.. drank again...

*pics when i grab them from jules...

and last night i went to a halloween party.. cool!!! *spooky... at some part boring...

i went as an evil doctor with sharon as a green fairy (absynth)
Me and michelle the emo dead school girl and jia lin the hot slut...
chai as pete doherty... *sizzling hot!! (in ricky's harvey norman shirt)
sharon's greeennnn wings.. haha... and some of everyone...thats me in the toilet.... and me... preety right!!?? (lame... so bimbotic)

i'm tired...

life is such a skank now.. i'm uber pissed with the person that sleeps in the same room as me. i simply am too tired to be bothered with her naive-ness and brain-less. i am just annoyed at the sight of an inconsiderate person. oh well.. i shall close my eyes and meditate. (like real) and continue with this super duper dumb website!! (imagine janice_ super NON IT savy- doing a website.. ) i was soooooo tempted to just ask ralph can a do a blog instead.. but i succummed to peer pressure. david is the world's most annoying idiot. and i need to stop signing into facebook. my few interllectual moments. *cheers to my new found 'peace'

janice... can't wait for to to wake up and call!!

My surprise...

I love my hubby.. and his nice contented smile...

lets begin with my little surprise..

takes present from wen yan.. and opens plastic bag...
"eh.. whats this?? why is there an air mail sticker... could it be from darling?? hmm.." *smiles
"OMFG!! its from darling.. open...." *more smiles "hmm... what did darling write.." *read read... "aww.. my darling is so sweet..." *xiao xi xi...* (smiles sweetly)and the poor pals having to give light to the king of the night.. haha...
and they pillow rowdees printed for him.. *sweets...

Lets just recap all the pressies my darling received...

1. the pillow with rowdees photos.. *more smiles...

2. Braun buffel wallet..Opens.. and smiles...3. with 4 starhub calling cards and our pics.. so sweet!! (darling still has the habit of sitting with legs w i d e open)4. and wen yan presenting darling the pressie again.. officially.. *is my darling tearing?? hmm.....and the night ended/ morning started with liquor.. my drunk darling..

janice... so contented to see ur smile..

*lucius says i'm super "hiao".. so what.. i love myself.. to a certain extent.. haha*

weather was 29 today.. HOT.. haha.. and i slept in the afternoon again..

after washing my sheets and darling... i came home and slept from 3 to 6... ops.. and it was HOT.. reminded me of home.. and i dreamt of so many people that i can't rem who.. haha..

thanks wilFORD for dinner.. super nice soup!!

and...

i saw another lizard today!! in village.. i nearly stepped on it... and it spat its ugly blue tougue 1 cm apart from my toe.. hmm.... i wanna keep one at home to eat all the flies..

wen yan will send me pics soon!! yay... Lurve her!!

i need to get on with assignments...

hai..

janice.. happy birthday again darling..

*strangles.. hehe

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY DARLING!!! LOVE U..

janice.. why field camp today?? i miss your voice..

heaps and tons of homework

won't be listening to that sleepy voice from Tuesday to Friday.. FIELD CAMP!!

next week i can slash another 4 days off too.. another field camp.. my poor boy..

sometimes life just seems a bit depressing.

I NEED TO PASS THIS BLOODY UNIT!!!!

i have 1 website. 1 group project report. 1 individual project report. and 1 exam in 3 weeks. FOR THE SAME ANNOYING BIO301!!! BIOPROCESSING AND BIOREMEDIATION!! arrghghghghg.... and not to mention another test next thursday..

how i wish to go home.. i'm succumbing under pressure.. On a much lighter note: I SAW A BLUE TONGUED LIZARD!! wild.. in school!! WELCOME TO THE OUTBACK!! haha.. cool man.. its really ugly.. but interesting..

But i've missed and will miss so many birthdays. Janelle's, Darling's, Er jie's, Fung Kor's..... etc...

*pout

i'll patiently wait for the pics.. let wen yan finish her assignments first.. my naughty boy.. insisted that he go ask her.. (thank god he didn't).. no rush anyway.. i can imagine what a chaos it was.. haha..

janice.. i miss my baby... u got so drunk.. cheater!!! :)I have never been happier. never smiled so widely. thank you darling.

i think i'm going to curl my hair when i get home.... hmmm

i'm flying.

cause my mission with wen yan was so successful.

well.. its darling's bd on the 24th. his pals celebrated with him on sat. (yesterday). so one month ago. i planned.. i wanted to do something for him. another parcel will burn my bank account. so i designed and printed a card. (i know its sounds cheesy.. but it really looked professional k??!!)mailed it to wen yan. the best part is that boy didn't know everything. i went into his msn to find her email and emailed her. (so smart right? *proud)

and they surprised him.. together with their pressies. they bought him a braun buffel wallet with our pics inside (wen yan asked from me to develop) and 4 calling cards.. so sweet!! and they gave him 2 pillows. one was printed with his rowdees photos and the other with ours. it was seriously so embarrassing.. my fat and ugly face was like plastered all over.. :(

but everything turned out so well.. i'm so happy that darling was grinning from ear to ear. and he got drunk.. haha.. but he is fine now..

i miss his smiling face.. i could hear him smiling over the phone.. and i sort of talked to his friends. (suet jing.. eng kiong.. and his gf.. ) i swear i can't hear.. very 'mummbly'.. it was just ... "hi i'm....... and ....... and..... *pass the phone..... " but it was sweet.. nevertheless...

*photos when wen yan emails them to me..

THANKS SO MUCH GAL!!!

janice.. the darling ( a new facebook addict) is jealous.. haha.. i love u... ur my star..

!!!!KNN!!!!!! CCCBBBBBB!!!!!


ARRRRGH....


FUCKER!!!!

i've never been so annoyed with one person in my whole life. why is she so bloody stupid!!! he was with her just to have sex, was two timing her... i scolded him on behalf of her..

now she is treating him nice again

CCB!!!!!!!


fucker... what a waste of bloody time


nah beh...

arrgh.....

janice... i'm sorry for my language.. i will not pity her or whatsoever anymore...

i miss the one who has the key to my heart.
making u annoyed at me..
i miss tickling your tummy..
i know u miss me too!

i'll be home real soon..

i really planned to fly back.. nearly bought the flights. but too much assignments this week..

so we'll wait till saturday. sorry.

janice.. how i wish 44 days will pass soon. exams and assignments all the way!!

I'm home!!! Finally!!!

its now 1213am.

if it was only for some brainless enjoyment and laughter.

i finished lab at 10pm!!!

by the end, betsy, lucius and i were brain dead.

making dumb jokes.

hungry till we were full.

sick of chemostat.

pondering how to finish this.

planning our post BIO301 party.

and finally went over to lucius' hse for dinner. his hse mate cooked!! so sweet ya!! i forgot how to spell his name. keynan??

thanks dude.. lamb shank stew was good..

janice.. SATURDAY COME!! i can't wait.

well.

these few days have made me into a withered flower.

tests. assignments. no sleep. projects. reports. labs. tutorials. lecturers. eat.

anyway. i was in the lab doing the chemostat projecttill 830pm last night with chia, betsy and lucius. and we finally figured most of the stuff out. after that the guys came over to eat dinner. lucius bought eagle boys pizza... YUMMY!!! and 3 of us whooped 3 pizzas.. wahhaa.. i guess we were just gobbling down everything.

i spoke to chia while waiting for lucius to come back. and i guess he sort of opened my mind a bit. its really how we look at things and how we want things to become. we spoke about how asians tend to stay in the safe zone. he made me see myself in a different light with the australians.

i have learnt much. and talk over pizza was much lighter.. such as strip clubs and etc.. I'M GOING TO ONE!! after exams.. hehe.. just for eye opener.. its like once in a lifetime..

and i have been deprived of sleep again. don't ask. i just say. why worry so much if you can't do anything but wait. only waiting will confirm the result. *ignore my gibberish.

be safe for field camp darling!! can't wait for saturday!!

janice.. no time for pics.. one down another to go!

today was yet another stressful day.

not to mention sunny and hot, the weather has been causing temperatures to rise. the thing with aussie temperatures are; the sun is scorching.. but the wind is cold. so i carry a jacket and pop in on when i'm under the shade. sometimes i wonder how will i cope with summer when temperatures are almost 40 degrees..
my sunnies and me..
gained weight again.. oh well.. stres time coming soon... this few weeks will be filled with assignments due, presentations, tests and finally exams.. i can't seem to start this engine of mine to get my brain to get studying. at least i hailed myself to class today...

its the boy's/ darling's bd next week.. but due to field camp he'll be sleeping in the mud under the stars.. what a different way to celebrate a bd.. haha.. he'll be celebrating with his buddies on sat.. too bad i can't be there... 'maybe i will??' *sniggers..

janice.. really off to study now!!

You Should Play the Trumpet

You are a natural leader. You have a very dominant and strong personality. Working with others suits you. As long as you're in charge, that is! You are aggressive and strong in your approach to most things. You feel like no one is as competent as you are, and you rarely make mistakes. The limelight is where you feel most comfortable - and you'll take risks to get some extra attention. You definitely would bring your own flavor to any music you were a part of. Even if it means being a little loud and obnoxious. Your dominant personality characteristic: you're a showoff Your secondary personality characteristic: you like to be in charge of other people

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

i'm so elated to see his reply. like a boulder heaved off my small heart.

even though it was not a good thing. i'm glad we cleared the air.

i've never been so glad to read an upset email. cause now i know the root of the problem.

i can finally breathe freely now.

no more sadness inside me. thanks to janelle for calling, kor for being there online.

can't wait for the next book out to make some difference.. hehe. cause its a special day for my boy.

janice. the gust of oxygen fills my lungs.

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. stop lying.

beauty is in the eyes of majority onlookers. true.

there are people that aren't catergorised into the current so called norms, which would most prob be the majority. size 6 or smaller. wasit 25 or smaller. have an angel like face. look drop dead in all photos from all angles. flat tummy. skinny legs and arms. everyone just pushes them away. everyone seems to be chasing that never ending goal. when will we ever be happy?

i've lost my confidence. sorry.

janice. i. will. never. know.

ps: killer/ rapist has been found. till. no furthur updates. aussie police sux.

my mood has just taken a downslide. so annoyed. because of soccer darling won't have time for me tonight. because of field camp for the next 3 weeks ( 3 to 4 days each week).. i won't be able to hear his voice.. or call him for birthday. i need to find a way to make me happy again.

when i feel like this i feel like drinking alcohol with pills.. thats way too stupid. but i have the feeling. won't do that though.. i wanna live to go home.. and after death of lucky's friend it made me treasure life more.. I JUST WANNA BASH SOMETHING UP!!

on a lighter note. i went with wilford and sharon to walk the hounds again. dog therapy.
will with stanley..

and the rest of the pics are just of the murdoch farm.. maybe i need some fresh air..




janice.. a sigh of sadness..