zoo zoo

HEEE....

I went to the SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS!!!!

i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo.. how 'bout you you you?

and behaved like an excited kid...

wahhaha.... i took almost a 100 photos....

darling sent me the pics.. haha.. i spent an hour editing them... heez....

Our $15 admission tickets!! decided to use our legs instead of the tram... haha...
hock with the proboscis monkey.. hehe... and talking to his mummy.. (mumy's boy!!) haha.. i'm so annoying... haha... tiger and me.. the plush toys there were so cuddly... but so expensive... anyway.. i have more than enough at home.. haha.. they will just collect dust.. hock the 'tiger' entering the tiger trek.. ROAR... hahahha

All our furry cat friends... i love the white tiger the most!!! so BIG.. and majestic...The elephants were so clever.. taking out their lunch (bananas) from those hanging food boxes.. and we missed the water show.. but saw the penguins.. sea lions and etc..

The outback emu and kangeroos... and the african zebras.. white rhino.. giraffe.. etc.. this ostrich tried to 'seduce' my darling.. haha.. she was poking at his feet when we stood on the observing platform.. haha.. so funny... our shelled pals... the giant tortises were so big.. and shy.. they shunned the crowds... but i managed to touch the shell of the oldest tortise in the zoo.. astove..

the kiddy farm.. hehe.. touched the goats.. and saw lazy pigs.. haha.. and the horses look weird.. cause their d*** are sticking out... if u look closely that is.. haha.. everything here was cute (except the horse..).. but a bit untaken care of...Our primates!!! so many moneys.. chimps.. orang utans.. i saw the baby... so cute... and so naughty... haha...

the other animals... like the wild boar... ferrets.. otters.. and deers..
i made lunch... so hungry... there was jap salmon flaked seaweed rice.. mushroom with soy sauce chicken.. and tuna with egg and mashed potatos with bread.. haha.. hock finished it ALL up... the wonderful romantic scenary at the reservior.. aww.. so sweet darling

More of darling and me.. heh heh... i'm such a cam whore.. bahhh...

and my darling's funny shots.. haha... so nice to see him into animals.. haha...

our tattered map.. haha... we walked for 5 hours and left at 6pm...
had pepper lunch at Ang Mo Kio Hub for dinner....

janice.. thanks for a wonderful day

i'm so happy now... hehe...


i just woke up with an ache in my neck..



didn't sleep properly last night..



heck to it..



i went out with hock yesterday!!
Had dinner at plaza sing food court.. YUMMY!!!
Then we went brewerkz... heh heh.. ordered 2 jugs: one cherry fruitbrewz and one Dark side Lager.. heh heh.. i'm not a fan of beer.. and i guess i only drank 2 glasses.. poor hock.. and we took some match sticks.. hehe... i really like the ambience here... so sweet of you...
and we ordered a coconut Crème Brûlée.. YUMMY!!! i didn't like those peanut butter balls though... haha and we played arm wrestling... haha.. i LOST.. bahhhh
Pretty me...
bored hock.. who didn't wanna take pics.. heheh.. sorry...hmmm... who finished ALL the beer????? not me
us.. outside... my phone sux la. the cam is CMI.. and it was DARK...

Thank you darling... happiness short lived... count down to 14 july.. sobs..

i hate it when i bleed..

i have more mood swings the more i bleed..

and this month..

the tap has gone loose..

i'm like loosing a few ml of blood an hr!!

and i get super emo..

i start crying over dumb stuff..

and get happy the next moment..

this is mad

janice is mad.. and crying now.. bahh

Away from the unhappy stuff


I had a MEETUP with my besties!!! heh heh..


It was so bloody good to meet...

and meli was so happy with the scrap book i did for her

grace was ill...


again 3 short of 1...

we had lunch at New York New York..

Had some not so desirable food.. but it was alright.. the ambience was nice though...

Being a cam whore again... i look damn pale.. cause i'm bleeding.. =/

meli and me!!! glad u liked the scrap book.. haha.. janelle was jealous that it looked nicer than the one i made for her.. and she says that the photos i used were the same.. haha

janelle and i... she was damn grumpy.. annoyed at the fact that she was the only early one.. and meli overslept.. and grace was ill the last minute.. haha

just walking around.. and buying gummies at minitoons... that taste like 'kueh'.. i think its spoilt...

meli and my present to her.. ahah... happy guessing whats inside..

instead of shopping.. we went to the arcade.. and played the game that requires u to find the difference between 2 pics.. haha.. its was so fun... we spent $2 at the arcade.. hehe..

this machine sux.. haha..

this one was better... haha... so fun!!! we did something different again... we wanted to play daytona.. but there was sooo many people. it would be a bit funny if 3 idiots drive and alot of people look at us annoy each other.. haha..

meli and i at the arcade...

nice fountain in suntec...
janice... i'm happy...

had a talk with dean on sat night..

its really over..

i have no more feeling towards this relationship..

why can't you just understand??

i'm really happy that u have finally sorted out your life

and thought about your future

i'm happy for you

as a friend

I don't want to give u another chance.

its too late

you can't get back me into your life

my life now is happier than your 2 yrs added up

be happy for me?

janice... thanks for everything

i've been blog hopping...

reading newspapers...

watching tv...

reading books...

THE WHOLE DAY!!!

and i saw an article in The Straits Times...

it was about how they are trying to curb smoking in women..

this road show about how many bags.. shoes.. etc you can buy by saving $$ on cigs..

then i read another article on how your $3o from a great singapore sale buy can push a person in a third world country to become slaves.

Cigs -> bags -> money -> slaves

I can't and won't live with smokers!!!

cheers to the smoking ban

its quite sad that i haven't been saving much..

janice.. i'm still waiting for ping yi to return me my $193..

just went suntec and esplanade yesterday with hock...hock passed his driving!!

bloody idiot.. tried to lie to me.. bahhh...

shopped for clothes for sister and myself...

caught a movie.. hot fuzz..

its gore.. but funny...

had dinner at the food court...

had so much fun....

norman called this morning...

they need to talk to me...

the more i know its coming..

the more i don't want it to come..

i'm happy the way my life is now..

but i know i have to face it..

kor has another week in army..

then he can come out..

and we can go club..

and i can call qing

wahahaha..

then i need to start packing for aussie

janice..

I know i'm now a changed person..

i go shopping..

drinking occasionally...

clubbing once a month...

stopped crying over you...

maybe its time i start thinking for myself...

the past few years..

life was all about band and you..

recently life was about work...

currently its spending my time with the people i love and those who love me
maybe its easier to be loved than to love but i still love those my heart yearns to love

i want a clean break

i wanna draw a clean permanant line

its over...

i didn't close my heart

you did

you broke my heart

till a point when i was numb and cold

till a point i slowly let a bit of someone else in

there is no turning back

no more chances

i still cherish the time we spent

i don't dare to pick up my blades

fearing that there is no one to catch me

but i will catch myself now

i don't need you

we still can be friends

just don expect too much of me

i should stop saying sorry to you

who is to feel sorry for my broken heart

i will still meet you and your pals

janice... dedicated to dean and my broken heart that is mending

Ok.. This is it...

My Visa has been approved

Plane ticket booked:

July 27th
Qantas QF0072
0905am
Changi Airport Terminal 1

I'm officially now a murdoch student

waiting for my predeparture booklet to arrive...

i can't wait to go!!!

i need to break away from band

the currently politically infused place i hate

i need to start studying before my brain dies

i need to go away from someone that keeps pestering me

i am leaving...

i'll be back on..... (that is if u care)

3rd Dec 07
Qantas QF0071
0845pm
Changi Airport Terminal 1

hai.. life at home has been hectic and boring to the core...


i wake up early when the workers start work...


slack around the house...


and start blogging (that explains a few posts a day)


and start cleaning the house when they are done...


and i have become the maid of the Teo household...

i do the ironing.. folding clothes... sweeping... mopping.... washing the dishes... etc...


my hands are now wrinked.. saddened....


janice...

val just emailed me this.. i think its quite accurate!!!

LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINER???

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.

Look at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain

Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brian

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain>

Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left:

Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right:

Loves challenges type. Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, andvery subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left:

Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right:

Likes to take care of others, leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

janice is a right-left.. accurate??

u know.. i just realised how much i've changed since year 1....

before and after.......

janice.. its napping time

What Janice Teo Lin Yin Means

J is for Jealous A is for Artistic N is for Nerdy I is for Ideal C is for Charming E is for Enlightened T is for Tempting E is for Extraordinary O is for Optimistic L is for Likeable I is for Influential N is for Nice Y is for Yummy I is for Important N is for Neglected

What Does Your Name Mean?

i feel very bored and sad.....

maybe its because i'm stuck at home EVERY SINGLE DAY

going out on fri with hock!!! yay!!! pass ur driving on friday!!!

janice is not a very sad kiddo now...

there is band bbq later!!!

hopefully i can go...

haven seen the people that suck the soul out of me for a long time...

janice.. tee hee

my life story

i was watching this tv programme about how singaporeans choose to abort their babies if there are defects before birth.

yeah.. medical advances.. allow u to see if ur baby has a hole in the heart.. spinal bifida.. or else affective birth defects that can be corrected with the same medical advances that detect them... but many parents just choose to give up... let go.. its sad actually...

but i do understand that in singapore.. its cheaper to die than to get sick.. i've been through all that...

seriously... i marvel at my parents.. mummy choose to give birth to me at the age of 39 (don calculate how old my mama is.. thats not the point now!!).. at such a high risk age.. and mummy's blood pressure was rising each day... it was seriously dangerous... hence i was born prematurely.. i just stopped growing... the doctors decided on a date (my birthday!!) and induced birth.. i was thus hailed out of my mummy's womb with a caliper.. bloody hell.. that explains my weird head shape... and i was born at 1431 on 28 aug 1987... a size of a spring chicken...

and after i was born.. i was dignosed with a hole in my heart.. doctors didn't want to risk an open heart surgery... so they decided to wait.. i was in the incubator.. not to mention.. i was jaundice too...

so at age 3... the hole sort of healed.. no complications.. and then came the next blow.. i had chronic asthma... and tagged along was eczema (skin probs).. i was never a pretty child since then... i was checking in and out of hospitals till i made friends with the nurses.. and these chalked up heafty bills for my parents...

and i lead primary school the same way.. with kids laughing at my skin.. calling me all the meanest things u can think off... i was running in and out of SGH.. practically every month...

and slowly.. i learnt to take care of myself... and control my asthma.. and my skin probs.. i try as hard as i can to look normal and be normal... to many others its just a part and parcel of life.. but i've struggled my whole life to be normal...

if i had a choice.. would i take the same route as my parents?? if 20 years ago.. they choosed to abort me.. what will i be now??

janice.. so am i normal now???

WHOO!!!!


FINALLY EDITED MY BLOG TO MY LIKING... WANTED TO PUT A PHOTO ALBUM... WAIT TILL I'M MORE FREE..


HEHE...


JANICE

finally had time to transfer the pics into my com....

went out on friday to vivo...

met zhi gang and xiu yue.... haha....

had dinner at Hog's breath cafe....

Drank some cocktail.... bought 2 scarves and a jean paul jacket for aussie trip....

had a nice pressie...

thank u....

janice