life at work has just taken a turn for.. hmm.. not the worse.. but not as good as it was... my supervisor.. Shangwei had just gotten 2 new students.. Yao Zong (a-star scholar from RJC) and Jie Yu (VJC).. and hence he put the guy with hock and the girl with me.. since then.. i hate going to work... its so difficult to talk to her.. cause she doesnt talk.. seldom smiles and don laugh... so i dunno how to be myself in front of her.. its weird.. and she learns so slow.. like freak it.. i've explained it 3 times.. and she can't get it.. totally not paying attention when i'm talking.. and when we start the experiment.. she is LOST!!!!!!! and everyday.. i am bombarded with the same questions... "what are we doing today??" "what are we doing this for??" like i haven't explained it.. she has totally no initiative.. just stands there.. waiting for me to 'give instructions' i hate this totally@!!!!@#
Now i seriously know what its like to lose a lab partner.. a lab partner is the only person u talk to most of the time in the boring lab.. so if u have a sad life... den u'll have a boring lab partner.. now.. i have a sad life.. Sindhu lost her lab partner to lisa... but i guess it was a blessing.. as alvin was far more annoying than helpful.. but now i am SAD.. i can't talk to Hock.. cause we are seperated by 2 people.. there is totally no space to work.. much less joke around.. its just sad la... i keep explaining till i'm tired and pissed.. but she still doesnt get it.. but yao zong got it instantanously.. so.. it cant be my teaching... i am pissed and sad..
oh.. and the worse thing.. they get $700 a month.. for being idiots.. freak it totally.. and they are paid all the months.. (i'm fine with yao zong.. cause he deserves every cent.. he is so hardworking and studious) we are given like $420 for only the 3 out of 5 months.. NO PAY NOW EXCUSE ME.. what are we inferior to JC people.. i supposed their theory was better.. BUT NO!! their practical skills are like Poly freshies... so.. what does a-star see in JC students.. its NOT FAIR to begin with... we are like rejects.. i have hate in myself... it just sux.. we are being exploited..
initially.. i thought that since my lab was fun.. i would bear with the cash stuff.. now i really cannot take this anymore.. its just unfair la.. and i was so sad when Jie Yu told me Shangwei asked her to extend but not us.. it was damn disappointing.. i would rather not extend... no one in the lab wants to..
now.. to stop complaining about matters that will never change.. and move on to something lighter.. we had lab lunch yesterday.. it was one of the post doc's last day.. it was Cheung Der from taiwan.. he was always so friendly and helpful.. but i guess he just checked in at the time i am writing.. it was a fun lunch and we had fun taking photos..
after that.. kenny fetched kian hong and i to IDP for me to apply for my University.. yup.. so there goes.. hopefully there will be an offer...
janice.. totally pissed with IMCB and JC students